I Don't Wanna Let You Know
Emotional Struggle: I'd Rather Be Alone
Lyrics
It's every couple nights when I wake up
Reflecting on recurring nights when waking up.
I realize that I won't let you comfort me
Choosing not to seek comfort from someone.
Why am I trying to be left alone
Questioning the desire for solitude.
Feels like I'm trapped in a world I don't belong
Feeling out of place in the world.
I lay awake at night
Experiencing insomnia with an empty mind.
With nothing else in mind
Being preoccupied with thoughts during the night.
Now there's no going back
Realizing there's no reversing past choices.
To change our lives
Regret about the inability to alter life paths.
Tonight
Emphasizing the current night.
I don't wanna let you know
Expressing reluctance to share feelings.
I just wanna be alone
Desiring solitude and independence.
Leave my heart next to my soul
Intending to keep emotions private.
And I'll break down
Anticipating an emotional breakdown.
I don't wanna let you know
Reiterating the desire for secrecy.
I just wanna be alone
Preferring loneliness over connection.
I know I will always be a letdown
Acknowledging a consistent sense of disappointment.
I care so much but this time I wish I
Caring deeply but struggling to release emotions.
Could let go of my emotions all at once
Expressing difficulty in letting go.
It's always easier said than done
Highlighting the challenge of acting on intentions.
When everything's pulling you down
Feeling overwhelmed by life's difficulties.
I dream awake in the dark
Experiencing vivid dreams amidst darkness.
Lost in the mess around
Feeling lost in chaotic surroundings.
I can feel my body
Sensing the physical effects of emotional struggle.
Sinking everytime
Describing a sinking feeling in difficult moments.
At night
Emphasizing the impact of struggles at night.
I don't wanna let you know
Repeating the desire for secrecy and solitude.
I just wanna be alone
Reiterating the preference for being alone.
Leave my heart next to my soul
Wishing to keep the heart and soul isolated.
And I'll break down
Anticipating a breakdown in solitude.
I don't wanna let you know
Repeating the desire for privacy.
I just wanna be alone
Insisting on solitude despite potential disappointment.
I know I will always be a letdown
Accepting the likelihood of consistent letdowns.
If you love me let me go
Choosing independence even if loved ones depart.
I'll be better off alone
Believing solitude is preferable for personal growth.
If you hate me let me know
Openness to honest communication about negative feelings.
I will sit there on my own
Acceptance of being alone in challenging situations.
My brain won't give me
Struggling to find moments of vitality.
Just a moment to feel alive
Desiring a brief respite to feel alive.
Feels like I'm drowning
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated.
There's nothing you can do
Accepting the inevitability of personal struggles.
I don't wanna let you know
Reiterating the desire for secrecy and solitude.
I just wanna be alone
Stressing the preference for isolation.
Leave my heart next to my soul
Wishing to keep the heart and soul isolated.
And I'll break down
Anticipating a breakdown in solitude.
I don't wanna let you know
Repeating the desire for privacy.
I just wanna be alone
Insisting on solitude despite potential disappointment.
I know I will always be a letdown
Accepting the likelihood of consistent letdowns.
If you love me let me go
Choosing independence even if loved ones depart.
If you love me let me go
Emphasizing the acceptance of independence.
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