Lyrics
I put my body on display for the world to watch
I am openly exposing my body for the world to witness
I'll twirl a lot to the point that I hurl a bunch
I spin extensively, to the point of feeling nauseous
Coughing blood
I am experiencing a severe condition, possibly symbolized by coughing blood
Pain is attention
Pain attracts attention
Dead and redemption
Death and the possibility of redemption
And like Saint Maud, I get cold
Similar to the character Saint Maud, I become emotionally distant or detached
Beg for the pension
I plead for financial support or assistance
And if heaven is real
Contemplating the existence of heaven
I regret what I feel
If heaven is real, I regret my emotions or experiences
The devil is real
Acknowledging the existence of evil
But nah, he won't save me for real
Doubting that evil forces will genuinely save me
And will my enemies feel
Wondering if my adversaries will sense my remorse
My repentance and guilt?
Questioning if others will witness and understand my repentance and guilt
Or will they
Expressing uncertainty about discerning reality and potentially ending it
Tell me what's real and maybe end it for real?
Seeking clarity on what is real and contemplating ending it all
And it's the fear in the eyes of Yahweh
Describing the fear in the eyes of Yahweh (God)
It's the fear from the skies
Portraying fear coming from the skies
It's the fear every time that I'll die
Expressing fear associated with the possibility of death
And every moment of sickness
Every moment of illness prompts a plea for forgiveness
I just call for forgiveness
Reflecting on the uncertainty of life and seeking divine mercy
Wondering if the thundering
Questioning whether impending difficulties will cease
Won't stop as it comes for me
Facing the relentless approach of challenges or adversity
We stand in need of a miracle
Expressing a collective need for a miraculous intervention
We stand in need of a miracle
Reiterating the need for a miracle
We stand in need of a miracle
Emphasizing the ongoing need for a miracle
We stand in need of a miracle
Repeating the call for a miracle in the face of challenges
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