My Strain
Discovering Strength Amidst Struggle: Unveiling the Essence of 'My Strain' by Bailz Pagliacci
Lyrics
You know my eyes always dilate
Constantly my pupils widen, possibly indicating surprise, excitement, or drug use.
In denial of things I can't change
Refusal to accept or acknowledge things that cannot be altered.
I've exploited all of my pain
I've used my suffering for personal gain or advantage.
Find my strength it's all in my strain
I discover my inner strength through enduring hardships.
Here you go again
Repeated expression of encountering a situation where someone repeatedly comes to help or rescue.
Here you go again
-Here you go again to the rescue
-This a love I can't allude
This is a love that I cannot avoid or escape.
On Inside I'm drowning blue
Internally, I'm overwhelmed with sadness or despair.
All I see is grey
I see things without vibrancy or joy; everything seems dull or bleak.
And everybody going Mia
Everyone seems to be missing in action or absent from my life.
You ain't got to contemplate
There's no need to ponder; it's obvious.
Know I'm cooking this pack gourmet
I'm preparing this material or situation with exceptional skill or expertise.
Say I need to let go
People suggest I should move on, but I am too stressed and resort to my habits again.
But I'm so stressed so I blow again
I relieve stress by engaging in the same behavior again.
Fueling off petrol
Running on the energy or substance that fuels my actions.
Knowing that I got a short fuse within
Being aware that I easily lose my temper or patience.
Feelings suppressed though
Emotions kept inside, not expressed or dealt with.
So I'm not sure if I made amends
Unsure if I've made things right or reconciled my actions.
Feeling its death row
Feeling as if facing imminent demise or a difficult situation.
Like the whole world trynna do me in
Seemingly, the entire world is trying to harm or defeat me.
You know my eyes always dilate
Reiteration of the constant dilation of my eyes.
In denial of things I can't change
Repeated refusal to accept what can't be changed.
I've exploited all of my pain
I've capitalized on all the suffering I've endured.
Find my strength it's all in my strain
My inner strength is found within the difficulties I've faced.
Since when you skeptical
Questioning someone's sudden doubt or uncertainty.
Don't know what's best for you
Suggesting ignorance about what's best for oneself.
We been inseparable
We've been inseparable in our relationship or connection.
Don't be so condescending
Asking someone not to act patronizing or superior.
There ain't no real dependence
There's no true dependency here.
Done raised your intuition
You've ignored your instincts or gut feelings.
Come back into the kitchen
Come back and confront the issue or situation.
You know my eyes always dilate
Repeated mention of my eyes constantly widening.
In denial of things I can't change
Continued refusal to accept what cannot be changed.
I've exploited all of my pain
I've taken advantage of all the suffering I've experienced.
Find my strength it's all in my strain
My resilience and power are found within the hardships I endure.
In my strain
Reiteration of the source or location of my strength - within my struggles and difficulties.
In my strain
-In my strain
-In my strain
Once again emphasizing the strength derived from my hardships.
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