Lyrics
You say that you love me, but you acting like you hate me
You express love verbally, but your actions suggest hatred towards me.
I don't wanna show you love, cause you tried to erase me
I avoid showing affection because you attempted to eliminate me from your life.
Locked away my heart, I had to put that bitch on safety
I've safeguarded my emotions by keeping my heart protected.
You don't plan on changing, that's just what you been on lately
You show no intention of changing; this has been your recent behavior.
Only got myself, I'm number one and number two
I prioritize myself, being both number one and number two in my life.
Thought you had my back, you cut me off, now I am doomed
Despite thinking you had my support, you betrayed me, leaving me in a difficult situation.
I don't wanna look at you, a pistol in a room
I avoid looking at you, and there's tension symbolized by a pistol in the room.
Yeah, you took over my mind, the only visual was you
Your influence dominates my thoughts; you're the primary image in my mind.
I'm vacant, can't take it, my heart was filled with hatred
Feeling empty, unable to endure it, my heart was filled with hatred.
You can't tell what's on my mind, cause lately I've been faking
It's challenging to discern my thoughts because I've been pretending recently.
You think that you know me, and it's getting hard to take it
Your perception of me is becoming difficult to handle.
You don't wanna face the fact that you know I am greatness
You refuse to acknowledge my greatness, avoiding facing that reality.
Walking in your shadow, I know I have to be perfect
Striving for perfection while living in your shadow.
You don't even listen to me, why would you deserve it
Your lack of attention makes it questionable if you deserve my efforts.
When you have the time to talk, I can't, I'm busy hurting
I'm busy dealing with pain when you choose to communicate, making it challenging for me to respond.
I'm not here to fix your name, cause you went off cursed it
I won't repair your reputation; you brought the curse upon yourself.
Gotta wash you off my mind, cause I've been feeling dirty
Feeling contaminated, I need to cleanse you from my thoughts.
You don't know what's best for me, don't care if you're 30
You don't understand what's best for me, regardless of your age (30).
I am not a slave to you, I have to end the journey
I won't be controlled by you; it's time to end this journey.
I gotta get up outta here, cause everything is burning
Leaving the situation because everything is falling apart.
You say that you love me, but you acting like you hate me
Reiterating the contradiction between your words of love and actions of hatred.
I don't wanna show you love, cause you tried to erase me
Avoiding expressing affection due to past attempts to remove me from your life.
Locked away my heart, I had to put that bitch on safety
Securing my emotions by keeping my heart protected, emphasizing the need for caution.
You don't plan on changing, that's just what you been on lately
No intention to change; this has been your recent behavior.
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