Lyrics
I look at me and I can't see me
I reflect on myself, but I struggle to recognize who I am
Without this
My identity is tied to something essential
It scares the fuck out of me
This realization is deeply unsettling and frightening
Where will I be?
I'm uncertain about my future without this crucial element
I can't even guess
I can't even make an educated guess about what lies ahead
The ropes nearly cut clean
The ties or connections I had are almost completely severed
Who will reach out for me?
I wonder who will offer support or help in my time of need
I'm lost at sea
I feel adrift and aimless, like being lost at sea
What happens when you take away the thing that I have done the best
What happens when the activity I excelled at and loved is taken away
And loved the most
This loss is particularly painful because it was something cherished
For all these years
Expressing a sense of dedication and commitment over the years
I knew the rules
Understanding the established rules but possibly feeling confined by them
Some things you cant outrun
Acknowledging that some things cannot be escaped or avoided
And if it lived then it must die
If something exists, it is bound to come to an end
Deaf, dumb, and so naive
Feeling unaware, mute, and inexperienced in facing this situation
No one left to hear me scream
No one is left to hear the distress or anguish
My decisions were so easy
Reflecting on past choices that seemed straightforward at the time
The view it was so pretty
The perspective was beautiful, possibly indicating a false sense of security
How can it be?
Expressing disbelief at the current state of affairs
Oh, foolish me
Realizing the folly of past beliefs and expectations
Did I really believe that this would always be?
Questioning the unrealistic belief that the situation would remain constant
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