Lyrics
Got holes in my fucking hands,
Feeling physically damaged or worn out, likely from stress or anxiety.
Cause I can't fucking sleep.
Insomnia or difficulty sleeping contributing to the feeling of exhaustion.
All those holes in my fucking hands,
Reiteration of the physical toll, suggesting a recurring struggle or burden.
Lead me to believe.
The holes in the hands symbolize a pathway or experience that leads to a certain belief.
That I waited, and I waited,
Expressing patience and waiting for something, which ultimately turns out negatively.
For something that's gone all wrong.
Highlighting a situation or circumstance that has gone awry or turned out poorly.
And I waited,
Continuation of the waiting theme, suggesting anticipation and disappointment.
For something that's come undone.
Waiting for something that has unraveled or fallen apart.
I got a heart attack theory,
Introducing the concept of a "heart attack theory," possibly a metaphor for a distressing or shocking realization.
In the pocket of my jeans.
The heart attack theory is metaphorically kept in the pocket, indicating it's carried around discreetly.
And I know I got something,
Awareness of possessing something, but with a recognition that its true nature is deceptive.
And it's not what It seems.
The realization that what one has is not as straightforward or positive as it appears.
Like a bull without horns.
Using the metaphor of a bull without horns to represent feeling vulnerable or defenseless.
And a god on the mend.
A god on the mend suggests a deity or powerful force undergoing a process of recovery or decline.
Limping, bored to avoid.
Describing a state of lethargy or disinterest as a way to avoid something.
Something fails in my head.
A recognition that something is malfunctioning or going wrong within the mind.
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