Lyrics
My vision is blurry
Expressing impaired vision or understanding.
My judgement is clouded
Indicating impaired judgment or perception.
I open a bottle
Opening a bottle, possibly of alcohol.
Make everything worse
Stating that alcohol worsens the situation.
Excuse my behaviour
Apologizing for behavior due to intoxication.
I'm two in already
Being two drinks into the intoxication.
It's not gonna end well
Anticipating a negative outcome.
Feel it in my bones
Sensing a foreboding feeling deeply.
It's so hard not to call you at the time
Struggling not to call during a vulnerable moment.
When I can blame everything on my state
Using intoxication as an excuse for actions.
You don't have to worry, I'll be fine
Assuring that everything will be okay.
I wish I really meant what I said
Expressing a desire for sincerity in words.
It's so hard not to call you at the time
Repeating the difficulty of not calling in a compromised state.
When I can blame everything on my state
Attributing actions to the influence of intoxication.
I never learn my lessons so tonight
Acknowledging a pattern of not learning from mistakes.
At least you'll finally know how I felt
Hoping the recipient understands the emotions.
I can't form a sentence
Unable to articulate thoughts coherently.
Shouldn't have pressed send and
Regret over sending a message and its consequences.
And I won't remember
Predicting a lack of memory for the conversation.
Anything I said
Admitting potential forgetfulness of spoken words.
Faded in my bathroom
Describing a state of inebriation in a private space.
Sitting on a cold floor
Physically feeling the impact of past habits.
My old ways are back, you
Attributing personal changes to an external influence.
Have made me this way
Blaming someone for current emotional state.
We're sorry, you have reached a number that has been disconnected or is no longer in service
Using a disconnected number message metaphorically.
If you feel you have reached this recording in error, please check the number and try your call again
Suggesting an error in communication or connection.
It's so hard not to call you at the time
Reiterating the struggle not to make a regrettable call.
When I can blame everything on my state
Repeating the theme of blaming actions on intoxication.
You don't have to worry, I'll be fine
Reassuring that everything will be okay despite the call.
I wish I really meant what I said
Expressing a desire for sincerity in actions.
It's so hard not to call you at the time
Continuing the struggle not to call during vulnerability.
When I can blame everything on my state
Reemphasizing the influence of intoxication on actions.
I never learn my lessons so tonight
Acknowledging a lack of learning from past experiences.
At least you'll finally know how I felt
Hoping the recipient understands the emotions felt.
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