Lyrics
Staring at your clavicle again during another Facebook binge
Reflecting on someone's clavicle while excessively using Facebook.
Feeling so wrong and broken
Feeling emotionally distressed and damaged.
For I'm trying to recapture the feeling of what we used to feel like then
Attempting to relive past emotions and experiences.
Wincing over photos that I'm featured in
Reacting uncomfortably to photos where the person is featured.
Examining the difference by the bone structure and skin
Analyzing physical differences in bone structure and skin in photos.
For I'm trying to recapture the feeling of what we used to feel like then
Seeking to recapture the emotional state from the past.
Like a nervous kid in gym again, wondering if perversion isn't wrong
Feeling nervous, reminiscent of being in a gym class, questioning morality.
Nothing hurts me more than knowing that I never even took you to the prom
Regretting not taking someone to the prom, a source of deep pain.
I wanna bicker like it's normal
Desiring to argue or quarrel as if it's a normal part of a relationship.
Wondering now if you were legal then while taking an eye to your ivory skin
Reflecting on the legality of a past relationship, focusing on physical appearance.
Nevertheless needing more than this but it's far gone, no dice
Expressing the need for more in the relationship, though it seems unattainable.
This will suffice if it must
Accepting the current state as sufficient, even if not ideal.
Staring at your clavicle again during another Facebook binge
Repeating the act of staring at the clavicle during a Facebook binge.
Feeling so wrong and broken
Reiterating the sense of feeling wrong and broken.
For I'm trying to recapture the feeling of what we used to feel like then
Continuing the quest to relive past feelings and emotions.
Wincing over photos that I'm featured in
Reacting negatively to photos featuring the person.
Examining the difference by the bone structure and skin
Examining physical differences, similar to line 5.
For I'm trying to recapture the feeling of what we used to feel like then
Persisting in the attempt to recapture past emotions.
Loving a frozen, irreparable digital ghost is
Describing the difficulty of loving an unchangeable digital presence.
Parallel to kneeling at a church waiting for your god to text you back
Drawing a parallel between longing for a response and waiting for a divine message.
When I exhaust all these pictures of you
Anticipating finding something else to exploit after exhausting pictures.
I know that I'll find something else to abuse
Acknowledging the likelihood of abusing some other aspect, perhaps emotional notes.
Maybe the notes that I still have saved from an old time
Referring to preserved notes from a past time when the person was loved for who they were.
When you loved my long do and bad teeth
Recalling a time when physical appearance, specifically hair and teeth, was accepted.
Wincing over photos that I'm featured in
Repeating the act of wincing over featured photos.
Examining the difference by the bone structure and skin
Reiterating the examination of physical differences in bone structure and skin.
For I'm trying to recapture the feeling of what we used to feel like then
Continuing the pursuit of recapturing past emotions.
Like a nervous kid in gym again, wondering if perversion isn't wrong
Returning to the theme of nervousness and questioning the morality of perversion.
Nothing hurts me more than knowing that I never even took you to the prom
Expressing deep pain over never having taken someone to the prom.
I wanna bicker like it's normal
Desiring to argue or quarrel as if it's a normal part of a relationship, repeated from line 10.
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