Broken but Better
Rising from Pain: Bboy Ninja's Journey to Healing
Lyrics
I dont give a fuck about a bitch but i do about a woman
I prioritize women over derogatory terms for them.
I dont give a fuck about a hoe but i do boutta good one
I value a good woman over using offensive language.
I dont give a fuck about a skank or trick
I disregard derogatory terms for women with low moral character.
Dont ever give a fuck about a ditz if she dip
I don't care about someone foolish or shallow if she leaves.
But i do give a fuck about my heart being ripped
I care about my heart being broken because I thought we were great.
Cus i kinda feel like her and i were the fucking shit
I feel we were amazing together, and it hurts.
And im sorry that i let it come to this
I regret letting the relationship reach this point.
Baby i just wanna get back and get this fixed
I want to fix things and go back to how they were.
And lately ive been feeling like im fucking worthless
I feel worthless recently.
And i dont know if i can ever make this work since
I'm unsure if I can make the relationship work.
Nobody wanna give a starving artist a chance
I struggle to get opportunities as an artist.
But i dont wanna die without giving everything my best
I don't want to die without giving my best effort.
Had to pick my heart up off the ground and put in my chest
I had to pick myself up after a heartbreak.
But god damn i aint never got time to rest
I'm always busy and don't have time to rest.
And maybe thats why my soul really feels this test
My soul is being tested, possibly due to constant effort.
Im just trying to get my shit to play from east coast to west
I aim to have my music recognized nationwide.
Im just trying to get my life back together and be happy
I want to rebuild my life and find happiness.
Im just trying to make these moves so i can save my family
I'm working hard to provide for my family.
Born an underdog but theyll soon see im the goat
Despite being an underdog, I believe I'm the greatest.
And everytime im in pain i write and take toke
I cope with pain by writing and using substances.
I just let it all go with these words through a pen
I release my emotions through writing.
Cus im just trying so hard to be happy again
I'm striving to be happy once more.
Im learning to let go of all this fucking misery
I'm learning to let go of my misery.
Im getting better but i gotta work at it constantly
I'm improving but need constant effort.
And i know youve been dealing with your own fucking pain
Acknowledging the pain you're going through.
You deserve so much better wish i could take it all away
I wish I could alleviate your pain.
Just know ill always be here for you in the end
I'll support you until the end.
Youre strong enough to do it alone but theres nothing wrong with help from friends
It's okay to seek help from friends despite your strength.
I just wanna see you happy and the best you you can be
I genuinely want to see you happy and your best.
And i really mean that shit even if it aint with me
Even if it's not with me, I mean my good wishes.
But honestly i dont know if id ever get over you
Uncertain if I can move on from you.
I dont say that for sympathy i just always tell you the truth
I'm honest about my feelings, not seeking sympathy.
Cus im broken but i know im getting better
Despite being broken, I believe I'm improving.
Im so broken but i think im getting better
Acknowledging the brokenness but expressing hope for improvement.
Feeling broken but im hoping i get better
Feeling broken but optimistic about getting better.
Working so hard till i feel like i am better
Working hard until I genuinely feel improved.
Cus im broken but i know im getting better
Despite being broken, I believe I'm improving.
Im so broken but i think im getting better
Acknowledging the brokenness but expressing hope for improvement.
Feeling broken but im hoping i get better
Feeling broken but optimistic about getting better.
Working so hard till i feel like i am better
Working hard until I genuinely feel improved.
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