Lyrics
I looked down and then you looked away
I observed a moment of disconnect, and you avoided eye contact.
I'm disappointing on my best days
Even on my best days, I feel like a disappointment.
It's not what you said, but it's what you meant, and I get it
It's not the literal words spoken but the implied meaning that matters, and I understand it.
The right words will never make it change
The right words won't bring about change.
The sentiment will slowly fade
The emotional impact will gradually diminish.
Don't feel bad, I hate to see you sad
Don't feel guilty; I dislike seeing you unhappy.
It fucks me up
This situation deeply disturbs me.
Hello sun, wake me up
Greeting the sun, hoping for a positive awakening.
Take away what the darkness brought
Requesting the removal of the negativity brought by darkness.
Hello rain, please stay away
Pleading for rain to stay away, symbolizing further troubles.
Haven't I paid enough for all of my mistakes?
Questioning if the suffering is proportional to past mistakes.
Because I can't go on this way
Expressing the inability to continue in the current manner.
There is an empty hole that calls
Describing a void that needs to be filled, metaphorically suggesting healing.
Fill it with dirt and seed in fall
Suggesting a process of renewal by filling the emptiness with growth.
Let's not forget that I was a mess when I met you
Acknowledging personal struggles during the initial phase of the relationship.
For sure there will be a stinging sense of loss
Anticipating a painful feeling of loss.
But you'll find the strength to just move on
Encouraging resilience to move forward despite the inevitable pain.
Don't feel bad I gave what I had
Assuring that the speaker gave their best, even if it wasn't sufficient.
It just wasn't enough
Reiterating that feeling inadequate is not something to feel guilty about.
Hello sun, wake me up
Repeatedly seeking a positive awakening from the sun.
Take away what the darkness brought
Reiterating the desire to overcome the darkness with a new day.
Hello rain, please stay away
Persistently requesting to avoid additional hardships symbolized by rain.
Haven't I paid enough for all of my mistakes?
Questioning the fairness of enduring more suffering for past errors.
Because I can't go on this way
Expressing the inability to continue living in the current state.
All that's left is an empty bed
Describing the aftermath of a relationship with an empty bed and emotional turmoil.
A hole in my heart I am so lost in my head
Highlighting the profound emotional impact and confusion.
You should take your stuff, my best won't be enough and then
Suggesting the need for separation as the speaker's best efforts are insufficient.
You'll still leave me in the end
Anticipating the eventual departure of the partner despite efforts.
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