Deadweight
Emotional Turmoil: Unraveling the Depths of Deadweight
Lyrics
So impulsive, indecisively
Expressing impulsive behavior and indecision.
Decided to let go of me
The speaker's partner decided to end the relationship.
And let it be, while saying, "Please don't walk away from me"
Partner asks not to walk away despite the decision to end things.
So let me in and push me out again
Describing a cycle of being allowed in and then pushed away again.
"Let's be friends," he says, while holding me
Partner suggests being friends but holds the speaker selfishly.
So selfishly and I think, "Maybe things end differently"
The speaker contemplates a different ending to the relationship.
Don't wanna let go
Expressing reluctance to let go of the relationship.
But I can't stay this way
Feeling unable to continue in the current emotional state.
I'm pissed off, no, I'm enraged
The speaker is angry and enraged.
Sometimes I feel like you have changed
Expressing a sense that the partner has changed.
'Cause he wouldn't hurt me
Comparing the partner to someone who wouldn't cause harm.
And you don't think through things logically
Criticizing the partner for lacking logical thinking.
It's unfair to say you care
Pointing out the unfairness of claiming care while causing pain.
Expecting me to be there
Expectations of support without reciprocal commitment.
When you need, but make me bleed
Describing emotional pain caused by the partner.
You cut a knife through me emotionally
Illustrating emotional damage inflicted by the partner.
Don't wanna let go
Reiteration of reluctance to let go of the relationship.
But I can't stay this way
Feeling unable to continue in the current emotional state.
You always get what you want
Commenting on the partner always getting what they want.
But I'm not someone who waits to feel love
The speaker won't wait for love and implies a sense of impatience.
Because I think I've waited enough
Expressing that waiting for love has its limits.
You seem like you're giving up
Suspecting the partner is giving up on the relationship.
On us
Expressing a sense of abandonment or dissolution of the relationship.
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