I'm So Bummed Out Right Now
Yearning in Distance: Bealby Point's Melancholic Tale
Lyrics
You found me again
You rediscovered me
In the middle
In the midst
Dreaming up a story of another life
Imagining a narrative of a different life
The drinks, the girls, the gentle sports
Referencing to social activities, relationships, and leisure
The danger zone, the dirty looks
Alluding to risky situations and disapproving glances
But I can't be there right now
Expressing inability to be present at that moment
Cause I am away
Being physically distant
I've been there before but not today
Past experiences of being in similar situations, but not currently
But not today
Emphasizing the present absence
You made me feel a specific kind of feel
A unique emotional experience caused by the person addressed
I wanna play
Expressing a desire for involvement or engagement
I'm so bummed out right now
Feeling disheartened or disappointed presently
Don't leave me behind
Requesting not to be abandoned
Don't leave me inside
Asking not to be left alone
Watch my friends through a screen
Observing friends through a digital medium
Stuck in a box, alone without me
Feeling isolated, possibly due to technological barriers
Another night in it's no one's fault but mine
Taking responsibility for the current situation
Another look at the phone
Checking the phone for changes in circumstances
But nothing's changed at all
Not finding any alterations
A feeling like it rung and then it feels
Describing a sensation that abruptly ended
Like I was wrong
Admitting to a feeling of being incorrect
Another vibration gone
No longer feeling a vibration that was once present
Where one never was
Referring to a nonexistent place or state
I'm so bummed out right now
Reiterating the current feeling of distress
Don't leave me behind
Repetition of the plea not to be left behind
Don't leave me inside
Repetition of the request not to be abandoned inside
Watch my friends through a screen
Continuing the theme of observing friends through technology
Stuck in a box, alone without me
Feeling isolated, now explicitly without the speaker
Having fun without me
Acknowledging others having fun without the speaker
Making me feel, oh so lonely
Expressing the resultant loneliness
I'm so bummed out right now
Reiteration of the current state of being disheartened
Don't leave me behind
Requesting not to be left behind again
Don't leave me inside
Repeating the plea not to be left inside
I just wanna be there for you
Expressing the desire to be supportive
So you can tell me everything's okay
Wanting reassurance that everything is fine
I don't wanna see you there anymore cause you're so far away
Expressing distance and the discomfort it brings
I don't wanna hide anymore
Rejecting concealment or avoidance
I just wanna be bummed out with you
Expressing a desire to share in the current emotional state
I don't wanna see you there anymore if I'm not there with you
Declining to witness a distant situation without involvement
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