Lyrics
used to wanna cop a dreamcast off eBay
Expresses a past desire to purchase a Dreamcast gaming console from eBay.
back when my biggest check was a newegg rebate
Recalls a time when the most significant income was from a rebate received on Newegg.
never is a clean slate, watch the past mutate
Reflects on the impossibility of starting anew, observing the persistent influence of the past.
dark web shipments, boxes with the weed stink
References involvement with the dark web, receiving packages with a distinct smell of marijuana.
the new gunshot is a keyboard clack
Suggests that in the digital age, the sound of a keyboard clacking has replaced traditional gunshots.
ppl check u but they can't check facts
Highlights the difficulty of fact-checking in the online world.
message board heritage, lost a couple packets tho
Shares a connection to internet forums and acknowledges losses in data transmission ("lost packets").
bumpin out the sp, old links and 404s
Listening to music ("bumpin out the sp") while encountering outdated links and 404 errors.
56k modem raps, i need more than that
Expresses dissatisfaction with superficial "56k modem raps" and desires more depth in music.
burned a lotta bridges in the past, I can't take it back
Regrets burning bridges in the past, acknowledging the irreversible nature of certain actions.
i just wanna shuffle off this planet with my hope intact
Expresses a desire to leave the troubles of the world while maintaining hope.
hoping i can hold to that, fuck all the awards and plaques
Rejects the importance of awards and plaques in favor of personal integrity.
i was 13 with a million accounts
Recalls a youthful time with numerous online accounts, possibly signifying a multifaceted online identity.
homeschooled queer kid tryna figure it out
Shares a personal background as a homeschooled queer individual navigating self-discovery.
a lot of things clicked behind the keyboard and mouse
Highlights realizations and personal growth occurring through online interactions.
IRL point of view, i had to get out the house!!!
Expresses a need to break free from the virtual world and experience life from an in-person perspective.
what am i to do when my friends leave me be-hind
Ponders the challenges of dealing with the departure of friends.
two years had to take a break like tea-time
Refers to taking a hiatus, akin to a tea break, from certain aspects of life.
this some renaissance shit
Describes the current state of affairs as reminiscent of a renaissance, implying a period of revival or transformation.
im too hard on myself i need to feel accomplished
Acknowledges being self-critical and expresses a need for a sense of accomplishment.
raised on it, online till i kick the bucket, gotta love it
Indicates a lifelong connection to the online world, appreciating it despite its challenges.
bedside epiphanies, deleted apps, fuckit
Reflects on moments of realization by the bedside, deleting apps with a carefree attitude.
life is a highway and i think i'm gettin carsick
Uses a metaphor, life as a highway, to express feeling unwell or disoriented.
album of the year, mixed in a shitty apartment
Declares the album of the year, mixed in a less-than-ideal living space, possibly symbolizing artistic authenticity.
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