Stabilisers
Navigating Life's Battles: Beautiful Landing's Stabilisers MessageLyrics
I used to think that I was lucky
I used to believe I was fortunate.
Didn't know I shot myself in the foot
I unknowingly sabotaged my own success.
Now I find it hard to stand up on
Now it's difficult for me to stand independently.
my own two legs
I struggle to support myself.
I'm always used to having back up
I'm accustomed to having support.
When I have to fight a battle myself
When I face challenges alone, it feels like a lost battle.
I feel as though the wars already lost
I sense defeat before even starting the war.
Before it began
Anticipating failure from the outset.
I can't amuse myself
I struggle to find enjoyment independently.
So I hate it when you're gone
I dislike it when you're absent.
Even if I don't like you
Even if I don't particularly like you.
I can't ride without my stabilisers on
I cannot function without external support or guidance.
Perhaps I like to play the victim
Admitting a tendency to portray oneself as a victim.
But then again I'm never known to be wrong
However, I'm resistant to acknowledging my own mistakes.
I need to stop myself believing all
Recognizing the need to stop believing one's own falsehoods.
of my own lies
Acknowledging a tendency to deceive oneself.
I can't amuse myself
I struggle to find joy or entertainment independently.
My feelings confuse me
My emotions are perplexing and disorienting.
It hurts just to think about
Thinking about certain emotions is painful.
I push it to the back of my head
I avoid confronting certain feelings by pushing them aside.
I'm not the only person this affects
Realizing that others are affected similarly.
need to figure my heart out
I need to understand and sort out my emotions.
treat her with respect
Expressing the importance of treating emotions respectfully.
I can't amuse myself
I struggle to find amusement or satisfaction independently.
So I hate it when your gone
I dislike it when you are absent.
Even if I don't like you
Even if I don't particularly like you.
I can't ride without my stabilisers on
I cannot function without external support or guidance.
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