Lyrics
You think that you can just count me out
You believe that you can easily exclude me
No indecision left to think about
No uncertainty remains to ponder
I'm done with keeping silent in my mouth
I refuse to stay silent any longer
This thoughtless drought
This thoughtless dry spell
You're so out of touch with the things you confide in
You are disconnected from the things you trust
You play games in your head
You engage in mental games
While I'm stuck losing them
While I suffer losses
Hold your knife to my throat
Threatening me with your knife
No content, all for show
No genuine substance, just a performance
Jump in and out of place
Moving in and out of situations
No room to fall and bruise
No space to stumble and get hurt
Kept all my focus strained
Kept my attention focused and strained
Yet I'm still last to move
Yet, I'm consistently the last to react
Why do I pretend to keep caring
Questioning why I pretend to care
When I know I'll never keep my peace?
Knowing I'll never find inner peace
I pretend to keep caring
Pretending to care despite the futility
When I know you'll never let this be
Realizing you won't allow resolution
I know you'll never let this be
Acknowledging that resolution is unattainable
What makes you my thoughts so nice enough to hurt everytime
Questioning why thoughts of you cause recurring pain
Locked away inside my own grave
Feeling trapped within my own despair
Tear down something great,
Destroying something valuable
Patch it up with hate just to fill the space
Rebuilding it with hatred to fill the void
I'm staring at the floor
Staring at the ground in confusion
But I'll never understand it
Unable to comprehend the situation
Why do I pretend to keep caring
Questioning why I pretend to care
When I know I'll never keep my peace?
Knowing I'll never find inner peace
I pretend to keep caring
Pretending to care despite the futility
When I know you'll never let this be
Realizing you won't allow resolution
Why do I pretend to keep caring
Questioning why I pretend to care
When I know I'll never keep my peace?
Knowing I'll never find inner peace
I pretend to keep caring
Pretending to care despite the futility
When I know you'll never let this be
Realizing you won't allow resolution
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