Lyrics
Forced in place
Feeling compelled or obligated to stay in a certain situation or position.
Wouldn't have it any other way
Preferring the current circumstances, not desiring any alternative.
Looking for the things to say
Searching for appropriate words or expressions.
Forced in place
Reiterating the sense of being constrained or pressured into a specific role or state.
This isn't how it's ever supposed to be
Expressing dissatisfaction with the current situation, deviation from expectations.
I'm lying to myself
Acknowledging self-deception or denial of reality.
Cuz I hold things back
Admitting to withholding emotions or thoughts.
While I preach no cap
Contradicting oneself by not practicing what is preached.
What a whack mindset
Criticizing a flawed mindset.
What I wouldn't give to quit
Expressing a strong desire to escape the current situation.
Cuz Imma push my luck
Intending to take risks despite potential negative consequences.
Till I fuck things up
Anticipating making mistakes or causing problems.
With my mouth sowed shut
Feeling unable to speak due to self-imposed restrictions.
I can feel the tension
Sensing strain or stress from carrying emotional burdens.
From holding all this weight
Associating tension with the weight of unspoken emotions.
this isn't who I want to be
Expressing a desire to change and move away from the current identity.
so selfish honestly
Recognizing and admitting selfish tendencies.
I'm stuck in my ways
Feeling trapped in habitual behaviors or attitudes.
This Feels just like before
Recognizing similarities with a past experience.
Found open doors I can't ignore
Discovering opportunities but feeling compelled to ignore them.
Stuck running circles like I'm lost in my head
Experiencing a sense of confusion or being stuck in repetitive thoughts.
I can't make up
Expressing difficulty in making decisions.
My mind is made up
Asserting a determined and unwavering mindset.
sometimes just straight fucked
Acknowledging moments of confusion or being mentally overwhelmed.
But you're the only one I really want here by my side
Expressing a strong desire for a specific person to be present for support.
I can't wait up
Expressing impatience or eagerness for something to happen.
No time to waste up
Emphasizing the importance of not wasting time.
Or get myself stuck
Avoiding getting stuck or trapped in undesirable situations.
When I'm the only one I really need here by my side
Recognizing self-sufficiency and the importance of one's own presence.
Push it right back keep yourself fed with the right mindset
Encouraging resilience and maintaining a positive mindset.
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