Lyrics
Deep beneath my skin, I felt the change of pace as all the walls began to spin
Experiencing a significant internal shift, feeling disoriented as surroundings become chaotic.
I said I wasn't sure
Expressing uncertainty or doubt about a situation.
There's a lot I never say 'cause it just gets in the way of me
Choosing not to communicate certain thoughts as they hinder personal progress.
And any bit of work that I might have found myself to gain, deceased
Struggling with obstacles that hinder personal development or success.
Switched up, don't wait up
Emphasizing a change in behavior, a departure from the usual.
I'm sick and tired of this bad luck, won't let up
Frustration and exhaustion from a streak of misfortune.
I'm pushing daisies just to slow down and not drown
Using unconventional methods, like taking risks (pushing daisies), to slow down and reflect.
My feet are kicking but it's no use, I'm seduced by my own self-abuse
Struggling with inner conflicts and being captivated by self-destructive tendencies.
Kept loosely tied, I'm looking for what I can't find
Feeling loosely connected to something sought after but elusive.
Even though it's hung in front of my eyes this long
Awareness of missed opportunities despite their visibility.
'Cause I'm too busy looking in the places that I'll never belong
Investing time and energy in places that offer no belonging or fulfillment.
Dead wrong, losing out on the win, 'cause I've been headstrong
Admitting mistakes and acknowledging the cost of being stubborn or persistent in the wrong direction.
Switched up, don't wait up
Reiterating the desire for change and departure from current circumstances.
I'm sick and tired of this bad luck, won't let up
Expressing weariness from a continued streak of bad luck.
I'm pushing daisies just to slow down and not drown
Repeating the metaphor of pushing daisies to find a way to slow down and gain perspective.
My feet are kicking but it's no use, I'm seduced by my own self-abuse
Struggling with self-destructive tendencies that persist despite efforts to resist.
By my own self-abuse
Reiterating personal responsibility for self-destructive actions.
By my own self-abuse
Reaffirming the theme of self-inflicted harm and its consequences.
I'm feeling switched up, don't wait up
Feeling a change in oneself and expressing impatience with current circumstances.
I'm sick and tired of this bad luck, won't let up
Expressing frustration with persistent bad luck and a desire for change.
I'm pushing daisies just to slow down and not drown
Continuing the metaphor of pushing daisies as a means to find relief and introspection.
My feet are kicking but it's no use, I'm seduced by my own self-abuse
Acknowledging the futility of efforts to resist destructive tendencies, feeling drawn to self-abuse.
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