Fix This Love
Fix This Love: Wrestling with Lost Affection
Lyrics
I feel your eyes step away from only mine
The feeling of your attention shifting away from me
Do you still love me as much?
Questioning if your affection for me remains strong
Fight after fight
Repeated conflicts or arguments
We keep saying the same goodbye
Despite saying goodbye, the same issues persist
But do I still want you as much?
Uncertainty about my own desire for you
I throw myself in the fire
Willingness to face intense emotional pain
Just to watch it all burn down
Metaphorically watching everything fall apart
I need to know that it's over
Desiring confirmation that the relationship is truly over
Before I give in to the ground
Wanting closure before giving up completely
Was I just numb?
Questioning if I was emotionally detached
Tryna be someone
Attempting to change myself for your affection
To keep your love
Striving to maintain your love
Was I just numb?
Revisiting the feeling of emotional detachment
Tryna be someone
Trying to alter myself to retain your love
To keep your love
Struggling to hold onto your affection
You show me how to see my soul in a thunder glow
You taught me to see my inner self in difficult situations
Still I was never enough
Despite learning, I still felt inadequate
How do I grieve for a past that wasn’t so kind to me?
Difficulty in coping with a painful past
I could never fix this love
Feeling unable to mend or salvage this love
I throw myself in the fire
Continued willingness to endure emotional pain
Just to watch it all burn down
Metaphorically witnessing the relationship's collapse
I need to know that it's over
Seeking confirmation of the relationship's end
Before I give in to the ground
Wanting closure before surrendering to despair
Was I just numb?
Questioning if I was emotionally detached (repeated)
Tryna be someone
Striving to change myself for your affection (repeated)
To keep your love
Effort to maintain your love (repeated)
Was I just numb?
Revisiting the feeling of emotional detachment (repeated)
Tryna be someone
Attempting to alter myself for your love (repeated)
To keep your love
Struggle to retain your affection (repeated)
This hurt brings me to tears
Emotional pain leading to tears
Knowing I wasted all these years
Regret for wasted time in the relationship
Hey, can I borrow the map?
Metaphorically asking for guidance in moving on
So I can find a star without you
Desire to find happiness or direction without you
This hurt brings me to tears
Emotional pain leading to tears (repeated)
Knowing I wasted all these years
Regret for wasted time in the relationship (repeated)
Hey, can I borrow the map?
Metaphorically seeking guidance in moving on (repeated)
So I can find a star without you
Desire to find happiness or direction without you (repeated)
I throw myself in the fire
Continued willingness to endure emotional pain (repeated)
Just to watch it all burn down
Metaphorically witnessing the relationship's collapse (repeated)
I need to know that it's over
Seeking confirmation of the relationship's end (repeated)
Before I give in to the ground
Wanting closure before surrendering to despair (repeated)
Was I just numb?
Questioning if I was emotionally detached (repeated)
Tryna be someone
Striving to change myself for your affection (repeated)
To keep your love
Effort to maintain your love (repeated)
Was I just numb?
Revisiting the feeling of emotional detachment (repeated)
Tryna be someone
Attempting to alter myself for your love (repeated)
To keep your love
Struggle to retain your affection (repeated)
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