Grad School

The speaker expresses a negative view of the world and dissatisfaction with their own body.

The speaker contemplates the idea of going to grad school as a potential solution to their problems.

Reiteration of the world's problems and the suggestion to find a hobby as an alternative to grad school.

The speaker is considering going to grad school as an option despite the world's issues.

The speaker experiences repetitive thoughts in their mind and struggles to stay calm in the face of anxiety.

Despite the advice to stay calm, the speaker acknowledges difficulty in managing their anxiety.

References to various contemporary issues, such as crypto utopians, opiates, climate disaster, plague, class war, black-pilled zoomers, and the return of fascists.

State sanctioned opiates

Climate disaster

A plague and a class war

The zoomers are black pilled

The fascists are back

The speaker feels a sense of doom, believing that the current situation marks the beginning of the end.

Repetition of dissatisfaction with the world and the consideration of going to grad school or finding a hobby.

Maybe I should go to grad school

The world is dying I should find a hobby

The speaker contemplates grad school again as an option.

The speaker describes their mental state, feeling like they are falling apart, losing their head, and experiencing body dysmorphia. They mention unconventional coping mechanisms like ordering corsets and inhaling Pop-Tarts.

Steady falling apart

I think I'm losing my head

Fully dysmorphic

I'm ordering corsets

The speaker engages in specific actions like ordering corsets and running a 10K while dealing with persistent thoughts.

Then running a 10K

Repetition of intrusive thoughts and the struggle to get them out of the speaker's head.

I can't get it out of my head

Repetition of negative feelings towards the world and the contemplation of grad school or finding a hobby.

Maybe I should go to grad school

The world is dying I should find a hobby

The speaker considers grad school once again.

The speaker expresses disappointment with the current state of their life, feeling like they are wasting away in challenging times.

Wasting away in the fucking end times

Repetition of negative sentiments towards the world and the consideration of grad school.

Maybe I should go to grad school

Maybe I should go to grad school

Reiteration of dissatisfaction with the world and the thought of going to grad school.

Contemplation of grad school in response to the world's problems.

Addition of the presence of Nazis in the world, prompting the speaker to consider grad school as a response.

The speaker reflects on the deteriorating world and contemplates grad school as a potential escape.

Repetition of disappointment with the speaker's life situation in the context of the world's challenges.

Wasting away in the fucking end times

Repetition of negative feelings and the consideration of grad school as an option.

Maybe I should go to grad school

Maybe I should go to grad school

Final repetition of the thought of going to grad school.