Beside You
Beside You: A Heart's Unyielding Longing
Lyrics
Keep tryna get her out but she’s here to stay in my heart
Expressing difficulty in moving on from someone who holds a significant place in the speaker's heart.
Can't get her to go away, never far
Describing the persistent presence of the person in the speaker's life, indicating an inability to distance themselves.
It’s wasting my time but I can’t give up on her
Acknowledging that investing time in this relationship seems futile, yet the speaker cannot give up.
Every goodbye is like a new wave
Comparing goodbyes to new waves, suggesting that parting is a recurring and challenging experience.
Just when I thought it’s over
Reflecting on a moment when the speaker believed the relationship was over but was proven wrong.
Still act surprised like I don’t know her
Expressing surprise or feigned ignorance when encountering the person again.
I just wanna keep you close
Expressing a desire to maintain a close connection with the person.
Just in time for when you leave me on the side
Anticipating being left aside, implying a recurring pattern of being left behind.
When you’re gone it’s tough to find you
Highlighting the difficulty of finding the person when they are not around.
And I could cry and hope and pray but I only wanna be beside you, oh
Stating the speaker's preference to be with the person despite potential challenges and emotional pain.
Little later in the night I found her close
Narrating a moment of closeness with the person later in the night.
Gone tomorrow she’s not tryna overdose
Suggesting the person's reluctance to take extreme measures despite being unpredictable.
I’m too high now, how am I addicted to a drug that don’t answer my texts
Expressing a feeling of being emotionally dependent on someone who is unresponsive.
So, I always thought that I had her
Reflecting on the misconception of having a secure connection with the person.
But no, she even looks like she’s mad, too
Noting the person's appearance and demeanor, possibly indicating dissatisfaction.
But don’t we know she’s a liar
Calling out the person as a liar, acknowledging the deception.
I’m still sticking by her
Despite knowing the person's flaws, the speaker remains committed to the relationship.
I just wanna keep you close
Reiterating the desire to maintain closeness despite challenges.
Just in time for when you leave me on the side
Anticipating being left aside, suggesting a recurring theme of abandonment.
When you’re gone it’s tough to find you
Highlighting the difficulty of finding the person when they are absent.
And I could cry and hope and pray but I only wanna be beside you, oh
Reaffirming the speaker's choice to be with the person despite the emotional toll.
I’m not so sure
Expressing uncertainty regarding the responsibility for the current state of the relationship.
If it’s my fault or yours
Questioning whether the speaker or the person is to blame for the challenges in the relationship.
But to stay with you now
Describing the decision to stay with the person as foolish and regrettable.
Was just as dumb as before, oh
Reflecting on the realization that staying in the relationship was a mistake.
I wait ‘til the morning, forgot what you said
Waiting until the morning, possibly to confront or reconcile with the person.
Your phone calls get four rings, leave your texts on read
Noting the lack of responsiveness from the person, emphasizing a breakdown in communication.
You’re worse than I could guess, you’re more than some good sex
Expressing disappointment with the person, acknowledging that the relationship is more than physical attraction.
Misread mess in that red dress, I hate that I’m so upset
Describing emotional turmoil, especially when the person is seen in a provocative outfit.
I really wish I could do better
Expressing a desire to improve and move on from the current emotional state.
Instead of moving on I can’t forget her
Admitting difficulty in letting go and forgetting the person.
I can’t stand to see her, until I see her again
Expressing discomfort at the thought of seeing the person again despite the challenges.
I just wanna keep you close
Reiterating the desire to maintain closeness despite challenges.
Just in time for when you leave me on the side
Anticipating being left aside, emphasizing a recurring theme of abandonment.
When you’re gone it’s tough to find you
Highlighting the difficulty of finding the person when they are absent.
And I could cry and hope and pray but I only wanna be beside you, oh
Reaffirming the speaker's choice to be with the person despite the emotional toll.
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