As I Loom
Navigating the Abyss: Bent Trees Society's Tale of Struggle
Lyrics
It's a bad day or just my bad life
Expressing a sense of having a consistently bad day or a chronically difficult life
I'm so tired I want to go home
Feeling exhausted and longing for the comfort of home
But I left dirty lame inside
Carrying unresolved issues or emotional baggage within
It's burnout, don't answer the phone
Experiencing burnout and seeking isolation by avoiding phone calls
This rain don't cut off my soul
Metaphorically indicating that the rain doesn't alleviate inner distress or pain
And I'll leave this old grey town
Expressing a desire to leave a dull, monotonous town or situation
Have you seen a night without sky?
Questioning the existence or experience of a night devoid of hope or positivity
It's a bad day, I want back my life
Continuing to face challenges and wanting to reclaim control of life
Rusty gate is open all time
Symbolizing vulnerability or lack of security due to an open gate
Half past eight, He screams far away
Referring to a distant or unclear distressing noise at a specific time
Why is the Bent Tree broken and burnt?
Asking about the reason behind the damage and destruction of the Bent Tree
Half past eight, He runs on my way
Encountering a situation involving the distressing noise mentioned earlier
Cheers to this stairway to chaos
Toasting or expressing acceptance of a chaotic situation
His broken face on this wet ground
Describing a person's damaged face lying on the wet ground
I draw mom and dad without pen
Metaphorically drawing parents without a tangible tool, implying absence or loss
Half past ten, He sleeps after a round
Someone sleeping after an activity around 10:30 PM
Like a fucking worm digging into my life
Feeling oppressed or consumed by something unpleasant or burdensome
Thanking god for mistakes without sins and cry
Expressing gratitude for learning from mistakes despite not committing intentional wrongdoings
In my pocket money and time
Referring to having only material possessions (money) and the passing of time
Have you seen where I put my wings?
Asking about the location of personal freedom or liberation
In my drawers shirts and ties
Mentioning conventional attire and possessions stored in drawers
I just want to fuck with Jane
Expressing a desire for a physical relationship with Jane
Oh I was a fucking rock star
Reflecting on a past identity or feeling of being a successful musician
I saw her, She screams with no voice
Observing someone screaming without an audible voice
Broken trousers playing for Jane
Describing torn pants while performing for Jane
I have not a moment to pee
Expressing a lack of personal time or a moment to oneself
Tell me, what's a friend for you?
Prompting a question about the meaning or value of friendship
He's a patience as everyone
Stating that a friend possesses patience, similar to everyone else
Your green eyes are changing the chords
Noticing changes in someone's eyes reflecting emotional shifts
Look at me, here's your brother alone
Calling for attention, indicating the speaker's isolation or need for connection
That's your fault, you better don't ask!
Blaming someone for a situation and advising against inquiry
Nothing's left of the B.T.S.
Implying the absence or disappearance of something related to B.T.S. (Bent Trees Society)
Throw my wings and know my pain
Symbolically discarding personal freedom and revealing inner pain
But a crazy, a doctor, the memory of Jane
Mentioning different personas or influences in life, including Jane's memory
Like a fucking worm digging into my life
Reiterating the feeling of being consumed or overwhelmed by a negative force
Thanking god for mistakes without sins and cry
Expressing gratitude for the lessons learned from mistakes, despite the emotional distress
Like a fucking worm digging into my life
Repeating the feeling of being consumed or overwhelmed by a negative force
Thanking god for years without sins and cry
Continuing the expression of gratitude for enduring challenging times
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