Lyrics
He was kind, but he was broken
He was kind, but emotionally damaged.
In between the content curtain
In the midst of a state of satisfaction or happiness.
The reason why I find it when he's physical
The reason for understanding him comes when he's physically present.
Doesn't mean he loves you, see
Physical presence doesn't necessarily indicate love.
He wants to end it all
He contemplates ending his life.
And when you're drained
Feeling emotionally exhausted.
He was wise but paper thin
He was knowledgeable but emotionally fragile.
Tore down the home that I was living in
Destroyed the home where the speaker lived.
It's difficult to realize which is haunting me
Struggling to discern what haunts the speaker.
The memories of him, or the happy person I used to be
Dealing with memories and the contrast with a happier past.
And I'm so tired
Expressing fatigue and weariness.
I can't sleep
Sleep deprivation due to emotional turmoil.
But my sunflower soul
The speaker's resilient and enduring inner self.
Is comfortable in cold
Finds comfort in adversity.
But I don't want to be alone
Expressing a fear of solitude.
The change that we went through
Attributing a significant change to the other person.
I put it all on you
Taking responsibility for the changes in the relationship.
You know I'm sorry, too
Apologizing for past actions.
Touch my hand and I might die
Touch is emotionally impactful, possibly life-changing.
I heard his voice for a second time
Hearing the person's voice again.
It’s not like I can find the words to say
Difficulty finding words to express feelings.
But no matter what I do ee wouldn’t care anyway
Perceived indifference from the other person.
And I’m just fine
Expressing emotional stability despite challenges.
I wish that I had an explanation
Wishing for an explanation for emotional pain.
A boring hearted human conversation
Desiring a meaningful and sincere conversation.
He doesn’t even look at me at all
Feeling unnoticed and ignored.
He treats me like a stranger
Treated as a stranger by the person.
And he’s nervous when I call
The person is uneasy when the speaker calls.
Where is my friend
Expressing a search for a lost friend.
Is that so hard
A plea for a simple connection.
But my sunflower soul
The speaker's resilient and enduring inner self (repeated).
Is comfortable in cold
Finds comfort in adversity (repeated).
But I don't want to be alone
Expressing a fear of solitude (repeated).
The change that we went through
Attributing a significant change to the other person (repeated).
I put it all on you
Taking responsibility for the changes in the relationship (repeated).
You know I'm sorry, too
Apologizing for past actions (repeated).
I can’t live this way
Expressing an unsustainable way of living.
I’ve cried so much today
Intense emotional distress experienced throughout the day.
Promise me that you won’t go away
Seeking assurance and commitment from the other person.
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