Pearanoid
Navigating Shadows: Berried Alive's Reflection on Trust and Disillusionment
Lyrics
Peachy
Feeling good or fine
So why am I paranoid
Questioning why feeling excessively anxious or fearful
Paranoid
Reiterating the feeling of being paranoid
I should be grateful
Recognizing there are reasons to be thankful
So why am I paranoid
Expressing confusion about feeling overly anxious despite reasons to be thankful
Paranoid
Reiterating the feeling of being paranoid
I lost the old me that knew how to trust
Feeling like the previous self who could trust others is lost
Crossed over coldly burned hope into dust
Having experiences that have shattered hope
Don't look too closely, I might just combust
Fear of breaking down or exploding under scrutiny
Mistook and ghostly, I'm ripe with disgust
Feeling mistaken and filled with disgust
I can't think of anyone to give a chance
Struggling to trust or give second chances
Ya'll disappoint me in advance
Expecting disappointment from others beforehand
My Intuition Omission Condition
Referring to a condition where intuition is ignored or absent
Won't listen, physicians just fiction
Believing that professional help is just fabricated stories
Life is peachy
Life seems good or perfect
So why am I paranoid
Questioning why feeling excessively anxious despite life seeming good
Paranoid
Reiterating the feeling of being paranoid despite apparent positivity
I should be grateful
Acknowledging there are reasons to be thankful
So why am I paranoid
Expressing confusion about feeling overly anxious despite reasons to be thankful
Paranoid
Reiterating the feeling of being paranoid
I found myself asking when will it end
Wondering when a difficult situation will come to an end
Do it all alone cuz what the fucks a friend
Choosing to handle things alone due to distrust in friendship
Bid my farewell, into dark I descend
Preparing to face darkness or difficult times without help
No stones been thrown, still prepared defense
Being ready to defend despite no direct attacks
I can't think of anyone to give a chance
Struggling to trust or give second chances
Ya'll disappoint me in advance
Expecting disappointment from others beforehand
My Intuition Omission Condition
Referring to a condition where intuition is ignored or absent
Won't listen, physicians just fiction
Believing that professional help is just fabricated stories
Life is peachy
Life seems good or perfect
So why am I paranoid
Questioning why feeling excessively anxious despite life seeming good
Paranoid
Reiterating the feeling of being paranoid despite apparent positivity
I should be grateful
Acknowledging there are reasons to be thankful
So why am I paranoid
Expressing confusion about feeling overly anxious despite reasons to be thankful
Paranoid
Reiterating the feeling of being paranoid
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