Worthless
Navigating Despair: Better Days Unveil a Soul's Struggle
Lyrics
I feel so worthless, I can't sleep anymore
I experience a deep sense of worthlessness, making it difficult for me to sleep.
I'm so lost, not myself, getting harder to ignore
I feel lost and not like myself, and it's becoming increasingly challenging to ignore these emotions.
These feelings I have won't fade away
The emotions I am going through are persistent and don't seem to fade away.
And my wishful thinking always leads me astray
My optimistic thoughts often lead me in the wrong direction.
But I need you more than ever
I need someone (possibly addressed directly or generally) more than ever during this challenging time.
To see me through this new endeavour
I require support to navigate through a new undertaking or challenge.
So sick of walks through Temple Park
I am tired of repetitive walks through Temple Park.
And overthinking bad decisions till the sky turns dark
Overthinking past mistakes until the night falls has become burdensome.
I've grown so bored of these charades, I've never felt this low
I've become weary of pretending and feel exceptionally low.
When all is said and done, will you still want me there?
Questioning whether the support and companionship will endure after everything is said and done.
Tell me again why you can't stay
Seeking clarification on why the person can't stay.
My head's a mess, I hang on every word you say
My thoughts are chaotic, and I hang on to every word spoken, possibly seeking reassurance.
Cos I'm still feeling worse for wear
Expressing ongoing emotional distress and feeling physically worn out.
I've lost myself and I only feel despair
Feeling a profound sense of despair and having lost touch with oneself.
I've grown so bored of these charades, I've never felt this low
Reiterating the weariness of pretending and experiencing an unprecedented low.
When all is said and done, will you still want me there?
Raising the question of whether the support will persist after everything is resolved.
I can taste the blood in my throat from screaming
Expressing intense emotions, possibly anger or frustration, symbolized by tasting blood from screaming.
My eyes are heavy and my mind feels weak
Physical and mental exhaustion is evident with heavy eyes and a weakened mind.
I count the days until it's all over
Counting down the days until a difficult situation comes to an end.
And I dream of dreams I know I'll never reach
Having aspirations and dreams that seem unattainable.
I feel so worthless, I can't sleep anymore
Reiterating the sense of worthlessness, leading to insomnia.
I'm so lost, not myself, getting harder to ignore
Continuing to feel lost and not like oneself, with increasing difficulty in ignoring these feelings.
Go!
An exclamation, possibly indicating a desire for immediate action or change.
Time goes on, I'm still sad
Expressing the ongoing sadness as time passes.
Why am I still here in the first place?
Raising existential questions about why the person is still present in a difficult situation.
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