Lyrics
Just want to do nothing without feeling like a piece of shit
Expressing a desire to do nothing without feeling overwhelmed or inadequate.
Some days I don't want to leave my house, just exist
Some days, the speaker just wants to stay home and exist without any external pressures.
I'll spend some time asleep then spend some time awake
Describing a cycle of spending time asleep and awake, possibly reflecting on the challenges of life.
Sometimes doom scrolling's ok
Suggesting that engaging in mindless scrolling, even if negative, can be acceptable at times.
It's 2am I've got to be awake at 8
Highlighting a late-night realization that the speaker needs to wake up early the next day.
I know I'll regret that I chose to stay up late
An acknowledgment of potential regret for staying up late instead of getting enough sleep.
But now the world feels quiet and I need to say
Feeling a sense of quiet and the need to express something important after staying up late.
Sometimes doom scrolling's ok
Reiterating that sometimes engaging in negative activities like doom scrolling is acceptable.
Wake up every Monday, start to wish the days away
Expressing a desire to skip through the days, particularly Mondays.
It was literally just Christmas so how is it already May
Reflecting on the rapid passage of time from Christmas to May and the speaker's struggle with it.
I need to pay my rent so I will sell more of my soul today
Connecting the need to pay rent with the feeling of selling a part of oneself for financial survival.
It doesn't have to be this way, easy for you to say
Challenging the idea that the current difficult situation is the only way, expressing a sense of difficulty.
Some days I need a break just from the pressure of it all
Expressing a need for a break from the overwhelming pressure of life.
Where is the pause button because I feel like I might fall
Desiring a pause button to cope with life's challenges and avoid falling into a negative spiral.
Into a spiral in which time I have spent plenty
Reflecting on the significant amount of time spent and feeling the weight of it.
And now I'm in my mid 20s
Realizing the speaker is now in their mid-20s, signifying a stage in life with certain expectations.
I refuse to believe that you were born in '03
Expressing disbelief at someone born in 2003, highlighting a generation gap and feeling older.
'Cos if you're old enough to be here, what does that make me?
Pondering the implications of the younger generation being present, emphasizing the speaker's age.
I wish it made more sense, I just cannot believe
Expressing confusion and disbelief about the current life situation and age.
That I am in my mid 20s
Reiterating the realization of being in the mid-20s and grappling with the implications.
Wake up every Monday, start to wish the days away
Repeating the desire to fast-forward through Mondays, emphasizing the monotony of the days.
It was literally just Christmas so how is it already May
Repeating the rapid passage of time from Christmas to May and the speaker's struggle with it.
I need to pay my rent so I will sell more of my soul today
Reiterating the connection between financial struggles (paying rent) and compromising personal values.
It doesn't have to be this way, easy for you to say
Reiterating the challenge of the current situation and expressing the difficulty compared to others.
Stuck between overexposed and unseen
Feeling caught between being overly exposed and feeling unseen, suggesting a struggle with identity.
In over my head but at least I'm not dead
Acknowledging being overwhelmed but appreciating being alive despite the challenges.
Stuck between overexposed and unseen
Repeating the theme of feeling caught between being overly exposed and feeling unseen.
In over my head but at least I'm not dead
Reiterating the acknowledgment of being overwhelmed but grateful for being alive.
Wake up every Monday, start to wish the days away
Repeating the desire to fast-forward through Mondays, emphasizing the monotony of the days.
It was literally just Christmas so how is it already May
Repeating the rapid passage of time from Christmas to May and the speaker's struggle with it.
I need to pay my rent so I will sell more of my soul today
Reiterating the connection between financial struggles (paying rent) and compromising personal values.
It doesn't have to be this way, easy for you to say
Reiterating the challenge of the current situation and expressing the difficulty compared to others.
Wake up every Monday, start to wish the days away
Repeating the desire to fast-forward through Mondays, emphasizing the monotony of the days.
It was literally just Christmas so how is it already May
Repeating the rapid passage of time from Christmas to May and the speaker's struggle with it.
I need to pay my rent so I will sell more of my soul today
Reiterating the connection between financial struggles (paying rent) and compromising personal values.
It doesn't have to be this way, easy for you to say
Reiterating the challenge of the current situation and expressing the difficulty compared to others.
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