Day Drinking
Heartache Soaked in Sunlight: Day Drinking by billy blond Unveiled
Lyrics
I feel the sun rays on my skin
Feeling the warmth and energy of the sun touching my skin
As the liquors seeping in
Alcohol is starting to affect me
They say alcohols a replacement
Some believe alcohol is a substitute for coping with loneliness
When it’s loneliness that your facing
When facing loneliness, alcohol might seem like a solution
I take off my Hawaiian shirt
Symbolically changing appearance to hide emotional pain
Wear a stranger for the hurt
Trying to cover emotional pain with a façade
If I could only drown out my memory
Wishing to forget memories and seeking solace in alcohol
I’ll down another double to help me
Consuming more alcohol to numb emotional pain
I’m broken and I’m jaded and I’m faded in the sun
Feeling emotionally shattered, worn out, and worn down by experiences
My blood is getting thinner now with every coke and rum
Physically feeling weakened by consuming drinks
I try to mask the feeling but the story just goes on
Attempting to hide emotions, but the pain persists
Cause I still don’t got the answer for why the fuck did we go wrong
Still unable to comprehend why the relationship failed
Day drinking and I’m thinking of you
Drinking during the day while thoughts are focused on the person
Day Drinking you’re with somebody new
Realizing the person is now with someone else
Day drinking too
Continuing to drink during the day
I’m sinking nothing I can do
Feeling helpless, unable to change the situation
I’m just day drinking wasted in love with you
Drinking excessively due to still being in love despite the circumstances
I wash down paracetamol
Combining medication with alcohol
With tequila jimador
Using stronger alcohol to cope with emotional pain
While the sky is pale blue forever
Feeling stuck in a perpetual state of emotional distress
I’m Billie holidays ‘stormy weather’
Referencing a song ("Stormy Weather") by Billie Holiday, symbolizing emotional turmoil
And the more I hit the bars
As alcohol intake increases, the person becomes a distorted vision
You become a cruel mirage
Alcohol creates an illusory perception of the person
So I drink this cool infusion
Continuing to drink hoping for a different outcome regarding the person
Til you’re just a pure illusion
Drinking until the person becomes just an illusion
I’m hoping and I’m praying and I’m swaying in the sun
Hoping and praying for emotional stability and resolution
One day I’m gonna wake up and I’ll know that I’ve moved on
Expecting a day when the pain of the past relationship will be overcome
Until that day comes dawning mines another coke and rum
Until that day arrives, relying on alcohol to cope
Cause I still don’t got the answer for why the fuck did we go wrong
Still grappling with understanding the failure of the relationship
Day drinking and I’m thinking of you
Drinking during the day while thoughts are focused on the person
Day Drinking you’re with somebody new
Acknowledging the person's presence with someone new
Day drinking too
Continuing to drink during the day
I’m sinking nothing I can do
Feeling helpless, unable to change the situation
I’m just day drinking wasted in love with you
Drinking excessively due to still being in love despite the circumstances
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