Lost It All
Gambled Away: A Tale of Desperation and Redemption
Lyrics
I lost it all in a matter of hours
I experienced a significant loss within a short time.
I lost it all, all that was ours
I lost everything that belonged to us.
Losing control feels so rough
Losing control is emotionally challenging.
Gambled and got caught in a bluff
I took risks in a game and was exposed in a deception.
My face is red and wet and covered in sweat
My face is flushed, wet, and covered in sweat.
Can't comprehend the amount of regret
I struggle to understand the extent of my regret.
With shaking hands I approach the room
Trembling, I enter a room.
Feels like my body is buried in a tomb
I feel as if my body is entombed.
I'm hanging from a noose of my own design
I am metaphorically hanging from a self-created trap.
I've lived a life of absolute decline
I've led a life marked by continuous decline.
I'm in way over my, over my head
I'm deeply entangled in a situation beyond my control.
When I wake up, I know I'd rather be dead
Waking up, I wish for death as a preferable option.
I lost it all in a matter of hours
A repetition of the experience of significant loss.
I lost it all, all that was ours
I lost everything that once belonged to both of us.
Losing control feels so rough
The feeling of losing control is harsh.
Gambled and got caught in a bluff
I engaged in risky behavior and faced consequences.
My swollen brain is under pressure
My mind is under intense stress.
I need it now, more than ever
I urgently need something more than ever.
I need to go back there
I feel the need to return to a particular place or situation.
I need to settle the score
I must settle a score or resolve an issue.
My head is spinning and my thoughts unclear
My thoughts are unclear, and my head is spinning.
And this addiction is worse than I feared
An addiction is more severe than anticipated.
Kings, queens, aces
Reference to playing cards, possibly reflecting life's uncertainties.
Full house blazes
A powerful hand in a card game.
Shaking breathless
Anxiety and breathlessness accompany the experience.
I'm hanging from a noose of my own design
Reiteration of being trapped by one's own choices.
I've lived a life of absolute decline
Continued existence marked by continuous decline.
I'm in way over my, over my head
Deeply entangled in a situation beyond control.
When I wake up, I know I'd rather be dead
Upon waking, death seems preferable.
Kings, queens, aces
Repetition of the card game imagery.
Full house blazes
A powerful hand and intense situation.
Losing control of all of my senses
Complete loss of control over all senses.
Losing control of all of my senses
Experiencing a loss of control over all senses.
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