Lyrics
I see the marks
I notice the marks
Can't remember when they broke
Unable to recall when they were damaged
Stuck in my skin
Trapped in my own skin
It never feels like enough
It never seems sufficient
Now I feel nothing
Currently, I feel numb
And it keeps wearing me down
Continuously wearing me down
Stealing my soul again
Stealing my inner self again
Hands feel like drones again
Hands feel lifeless or automated again
I see it wear itself on the cracks in my eyes
I observe it manifesting in the lines around my eyes
See it attach itself onto me
Witness it clinging onto me
Cause it keeps wearing me thin
Because it persistently wears me down
This sadness pours through my skin
This sorrow permeates through my skin
Will it ever end
Questioning if it will ever cease
Will it ever end
-I looked and tried
I searched and attempted
My heart won't slow
My heart refuses to calm down
The moment speaks
The moment is expressive
Distractions stay
Distractions persist
I can't find solace in a glass
Unable to find comfort in a glass (possibly referring to a drink)
Can't find rest from the light
Can't find relief from the light
Feel the pressure through my ribs
Feel the pressure in my chest or ribs
It just loves to kill me
It seems to enjoy causing harm to me
"Everybody wanna be a bodybuilder
A quote about the desire to be a bodybuilder despite the challenges
But nobody wanna lift this heavy ass weight
Expressing determination to handle heavy weights
I'LL DO IT THOUGH
Emphatic declaration of commitment
LIGHTWEIGHT BABBAAAAAAAY"
Encouraging oneself with the term "LIGHTWEIGHT BABBAAAAAAAY"
I see it wear itself on the cracks in my eyes
I observe it manifesting in the lines around my eyes
See it attach itself onto me
Witness it clinging onto me
Cause it keeps wearing me thin
Because it persistently wears me down
This sadness pours through my skin
This sorrow permeates through my skin
Will it ever end
Questioning if it will ever cease
Will it ever end
-It's always with me
It's always present with me
I feel like I can't escape
Feeling like I cannot escape it
It's always with me
It's always present with me
I feel like I can't escape
Feeling like I cannot escape it
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