Lyrics
I think I'm done going outside
I feel exhausted and no longer want to go outside.
Do what I can to stay awake
I make an effort to stay awake, possibly to avoid facing something.
Might feel the cold in a while
I might sense a feeling of coldness in the future.
I just wanna feel okay i need to know
I just want to feel emotionally stable and okay; seeking reassurance.
Am I real? Or am I just a ghost?
Questioning my existence – wondering if I'm truly alive or just a passive observer.
Can I feel? Or am I just a ghost?
Uncertainty about experiencing emotions, questioning if I can truly feel or if I'm detached.
I think I memorized every corner of my room
I've familiarized myself with every detail of my surroundings, but I'm still avoiding confronting my inner struggles.
But I'm still running from my shadow
Despite knowing my environment well, I'm still evading the darker aspects of myself symbolized by my shadow.
Like my world is gonna fall apart
Feeling like my world is on the verge of collapsing, even when everything seems fine.
When it's okay, it's okay so just breathe
Encouraging self-soothing during difficult times, emphasizing the importance of breathing through challenges.
Am I real? Or am I just a ghost?
Repeating the existential questioning, pondering whether I'm real or just an uninvolved observer.
Can I feel? Or am I just a ghost?
Continuing the uncertainty about emotions, questioning the ability to genuinely feel.
I can't take the world anymore
Expressing a sense of overwhelm with the world, unable to cope with its challenges.
So I close my eyes and simply run away
Choosing to escape from the overwhelming world by closing eyes and running away metaphorically.
I can't take the world anymore
Reiterating the inability to handle the world's difficulties and seeking refuge in avoidance.
So I close my eyes and watch it fall away
Escaping reality by shutting eyes and observing the world crumbling without actively participating.
Or am I just a ghost? Can I feel?
Repeating the earlier questions, emphasizing the uncertainty about existence and the ability to feel.
Or am I just a ghost?
Continuing the questioning, expressing doubt about being a ghost or having the capacity to feel.
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