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You didn't really know, know, know, know me
You didn't really know me; there was a lack of understanding
I ani't really know, know, know, know you
I didn't really know you; a mutual lack of knowledge
You didn't have clue you didn't really know
You had no clue about me; a realization of a lack of awareness
How the fuck it go iced out feeling cold
Feeling cold despite having expensive jewelry; emotional disconnect
Keep a lil bih yah she on my phone
Having a romantic interest, keeping communication discreet
Keep it on the low, keep it on the low
Maintaining secrecy about the relationship
You didn't know me like I knew you
Your knowledge about me is inferior to mine about you
I didn't know you like you knew me
I didn't know you as well as you knew me
Teardrops in my eyes I admit that
Admitting to tears in the eyes; vulnerability
You didn't even cry that's why I'm mad
You didn't cry, causing frustration
But I keep it all
Keeping emotions hidden
All behind me
Putting past issues behind and moving forward
Suicide doors keep me driving
Driving luxurious cars with suicide doors
Arriving to the cash
Arriving at financial success
Keep me living fast
Living a fast-paced life
I'm just praying I don't crash
Fearing a potential crash; uncertainties
Fuck it I'm attached
Feeling emotionally attached
I'm a psycho from my past
Referencing a troubled past; psychological challenges
I don't need advice bitch
Rejecting advice
No love on my right wrist
No love on the right wrist; symbolic of emotional detachment
I'm nothing but a dream I created in your mind bitch
Being a figment of imagination created by someone
I'm tracing through my my tragedies
Reflecting on personal tragedies
I keep on dragging fantasies to keep my mind afloat
Using fantasies to cope with challenges
Sometimes I feel like I'll never see
Expressing doubt about a positive future
You didn't have clue you didn't really know
Reiteration of the lack of understanding
How the fuck it go iced out feeling cold
Repeating the feeling of coldness despite material wealth
Keep a lil bih yah she on my phone
Maintaining a romantic connection
Keep it on the low, keep it on the low
Emphasizing the need for secrecy in the relationship
You didn't know me like I knew you
Reiteration of the asymmetry in understanding
I didn't know you like you knew me
Emphasizing the lack of mutual knowledge
Teardrops in my eyes I admit that
Admitting to tears in the eyes once again
You didn't even cry that's why I'm mad
Expressing frustration at the lack of emotional response
Aye they keep a steady finger 'cause they always go for paintings
Acknowledging external judgment and criticism
Hide behind my shadows 'cause they really can not paint me
Using shadows as protection from criticism
These demons come to see me but there not here just to save me
Facing inner demons without expecting salvation
Every-time I try, it just ends
Feeling unsuccessful despite repeated attempts
So
Expression of resignation
I can't try no more, nah
Giving up on trying
Every-time I just fall
Continuously experiencing failure
But I'm trying
Despite failures, the effort to keep trying
Always on my mind I just want it to end
Desiring an end to persistent thoughts
You didn't have clue you didn't really know
Reiteration of the lack of understanding
How the fuck it go iced out feeling cold
Repeating the feeling of coldness despite material wealth
Keep a lil bih yah she on my phone
Maintaining a romantic connection
Keep it on the low, keep it on the low
Emphasizing the need for secrecy in the relationship
You didn't know me like I knew you
Reiteration of the asymmetry in understanding
I didn't know you like you knew me
Emphasizing the lack of mutual knowledge
Teardrops in my eyes I admit that
Admitting to tears in the eyes once again
You didn't even cry that's why I'm mad
Expressing frustration at the lack of emotional response
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