Lyrics
They said that your face could
There was talk that your appearance could lead you to fame and success in Hollywood.
Take you to hollywood
Implying an interest in experiencing the fame and allure of Hollywood.
You said you'd like a taste
Expressing a desire to explore that fame or lifestyle.
And i bet you would (oh)
Suggesting the anticipation of enjoying that desired experience.
It's no fun hangin' on
Indicating that the current situation isn't enjoyable, prompting a need to leave.
Gotta run
Feeling the necessity to depart immediately.
But if there's one thing stopping me now
Feeling emotionally constrained due to a sense of guilt or regret.
It's my heart in my mouth for my sins
Experiencing intense emotions, potentially linked to remorse or guilt.
I begin to breathe in
Beginning to confront or deal with these emotions.
And if there's one thing stopping me now
Reiterating the emotional barrier, the heartache that's obstructing progress.
It's my heart in my mouth you live
Emphasizing the personal struggle caused by intense emotions.
I learn you crash
Learning from past mistakes or experiences leading to emotional breakdowns.
I burn always this way
Experiencing recurring emotional turmoil or distress.
Today of all days
Today, specifically, seems to be a challenging day amidst this emotional struggle.
You changed the locks when you
Upon return, there was a change in circumstances, perhaps symbolized by altered locks.
Came back from hollywood
Attempting to adapt to the changes or accommodate the new situation.
I tried accomodating the best i could (oh)
Feeling a sense of personal loss or regret regarding one's own fame.
It's my fame it's a shame
Recognizing that one's own fame or success is a disappointment or regrettable.
Change my name
Considering a change in identity due to the situation.
But if there's one thing stopping me now
Another reference to an emotional barrier hindering progress, recalling past teachings or beliefs.
It's my heart in my mouth forgot what
Struggling due to emotional turmoil, forgetting prior lessons.
I was taught give it up
Considering giving up due to emotional distress.
But if there's one thing stopping me now
Reiterating the emotional burden, potentially leading to a standstill.
It's my heart in my mouth
Similar to previous lines, highlighting the internal emotional struggle.
You live i learn
Reiterating the cycle of learning and experiencing hardship due to emotional breakdowns.
You crash i burn
Expressing the recurrent pattern of crashing emotionally and suffering the consequences.
Always this way today of all days
Emphasizing the particular difficulty or challenge of the present day amidst emotional turmoil.
There's so much that i've been through
Expressing the depth of past experiences, implying a long history.
Day and night i have been thinking of you
Constantly thinking about someone during both day and night.
Now i see something in your eyes
Noticing something new or unexpected in the person's eyes.
Never thought it would be me in disguise
Unexpectedly finding oneself in a situation or role they hadn't anticipated.
Thinkin' of you thinkin' of you
Continuously thinking about someone, reinforcing that sentiment.
Every day and night i have
Repeatedly thinking about someone during both day and night.
Been thinkin' of you me in disguise
Reflecting on how one perceives themselves in relation to the person they're thinking about.
Me in disguise
Reiteration of unexpectedly finding oneself in a different role or situation.
Never would have thought it would
Surprise at finding oneself in an unforeseen circumstance or role.
Be me in disguise you live
Reiteration of the emotional struggle and the cycle of learning and suffering.
I learn you crash
Reiterating the pattern of learning and experiencing emotional breakdowns.
I burn always this way
Continued experience of emotional turmoil or distress, emphasizing the current day's difficulty.
Today of all days
Reiteration that today, among all days, seems particularly challenging emotionally.
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