Lyrics
I been around for a minute now
I've been around for a while now
I seen a lot I won't admit at all
I've witnessed a lot that I choose not to acknowledge
I haven't been home in a minute woah
It's been a while since I've been home
I see people I don't know that wanna call me by my first name
I encounter people I don't know who want to address me by my first name
Fuck 'em they don't know me get the worst ay
Disregard them; they don't truly know me, and their judgments are negative
I haven't been home in a minute woah
It's been a while since I've been home
I tell the bottle everything they don't know bout what I been through
I confide in alcohol, sharing experiences that others are unaware of
I got friends tryna leave me on this planet alone
I have friends contemplating leaving me alone on this planet
Now where the fuck ima go woah
Now, where do I have to go?
I thought I was finished with it no panic attack
I believed I had overcome it, no panic attacks
I been on my way out before what you know bout that
I've been close to leaving before; what do you know about that?
I feel like I shouldn't have gave a hundred been dead woah
I regret giving my all; it feels like I should have held back
I'm still stuck inside the middle of the same place
I'm still stuck in the same place, facing the same challenges every day
Same pace, same face everyday
Same routine, encountering the same people
Wide awake woah
Fully awake, alert
Handling my business, that's the way I handle pain
Dealing with my problems; that's my way of coping with pain
Playing with the thoughts, they still playin with my name
Engaging with negative thoughts that continue to tarnish my reputation
Talkin with my downsides tell me which to blame woah woah
Discussing my shortcomings, uncertain which to blame
No ice glitter wrist, no froze
No flashy jewelry, no showing off
Still been on my shit, no show
I've still been focused on my goals, without a public display
How I watch them reap, what they sow
Observing others face the consequences of their actions
Don't come around no, like you know
Don't approach me pretending to understand my situation
They been waiting on collapse
They've been anticipating my downfall
I can't blame myself again, no relapse
I won't blame myself again; no going back to a negative state
No Relax, I'm detached, if they ask woah
No relaxation; I'm emotionally distant, if they inquire
I been silent, you just fuck face
I've been silent, you're just a deceptive person
We ain't blood just cause it's last name
We're not family just because we share a last name
I ain't comin home till it's my payday woah
I won't return home until I receive my payday
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