Lyrics
I can't put this all together
I am struggling to understand and cope with my situation.
Lost an angel and her feathers
I have lost someone important, symbolized as an angel losing her feathers.
Sting my life, but for the better
Experiencing pain in life, but acknowledging that it might lead to positive changes.
I'm just little under weather
I am feeling slightly unwell or emotionally down.
No one said this was forever
No one promised that the current situation would last forever.
All these feelings that I locked up
I have suppressed emotions that are now surfacing.
Thoughts is getting stocked up
My thoughts are accumulating and becoming overwhelming.
But why the fuck I box up
Questioning the reasons behind putting up emotional walls.
I'm sorry I can't say enough
Apologizing for not expressing feelings adequately.
I got too much that I could say my love
I have a lot to say, but struggling to articulate my feelings of love.
Everything we love is dying right in front of us
Observing that things we cherish are fading away.
I see the problems that I done, trust
Acknowledging mistakes and a lack of trust in the past.
I live with it enough
I have learned to live with my mistakes.
I'm seeing where you coming from
Understanding the other person's perspective.
It seems the time is overdone
Feeling that time has taken its toll on the relationship.
I'm begging like a fuckin bum
Pleading desperately for understanding.
But I can't help the feelings, just
Expressing inability to control emotions.
Leave me if you need to
Offering freedom to leave if necessary.
But saw you as equal
Seeing the other person as an equal.
All that's left inside is fucking evil
Feeling consumed by negativity.
I can't stand to be with people
Struggling to tolerate being around people.
I just wish we could've seen through
Wishing for better understanding between the two.
Everything we fucking need to
Regretting the inability to recognize essential aspects of the relationship.
I can't help it, if I need you
Expressing a genuine need for the other person.
Through my soul, you can creep through
Inviting the other person to understand the depths of one's soul.
Your voice is all I see too
The other person's voice is a significant presence.
The love I couldn't feed you
Feeling unable to provide the necessary love.
I shouldn't try to teach you
Realizing the futility of trying to teach or guide.
All I wanted was to reach you
A desire to connect and be close to the other person.
Hold you till the sun up
Expressing a wish to share intimate moments until sunrise.
And turn the fuckin world off
A desire to escape from the world together.
It's just us
Emphasizing the importance of the two individuals in the relationship.
Just rip apart my flaws, love
Asking the other person to accept and embrace imperfections.
You never should of hurt, just
Regretting causing harm and pain.
Because I'm so fucked up
Acknowledging personal struggles and flaws.
This is all that I deserve, just
Feeling that the current situation is deserved due to personal shortcomings.
This is all that I deserve
Reiterating the belief that this is the appropriate consequence.
This is all that I deserve
Reaffirming the sense of deserving the current state of affairs.
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