Gold Black Heart
Kintsugi of a Gold Black Heart: Bj Rodriguez's Journey of Redemption
Lyrics
Don't pity me
Refusal of pity for personal situation or emotions.
For a broken heart
Acknowledgment of a broken heart.
I did a lot of bad things
Admission of engaging in negative actions.
Just to break it apart
Deliberate actions to cause heartbreak.
Cus inside was a wretched lover
Recognition of internal turmoil, a troubled emotional state.
All my bad habits and disappointments
Listing personal flaws, mistakes, and letdowns.
All those years in the gutter
Referencing a challenging or difficult past.
And you
Directly addressing someone important.
In my gold black heart
Reference to an internalized metaphorical heart.
In my gold black heart
Repetition of internalized metaphorical heart.
In my gold black
Continuation of the metaphor.
It's you, it's you, it's only you
Emphasizing the significance of the addressed person in the heart.
In my gold black heart
Reiteration of the importance of the person in the heart.
In my gold black
Continuation of the emotional connection in the heart.
Kintsugi
Reference to the Japanese art of repairing pottery, symbolizing healing.
For a broken heart
Relating Kintsugi to a broken heart, hinting at healing.
But i left out all the things
Omission of undesired traits or aspects.
I didn't want to be anymore
Intentional exclusion of negative characteristics.
So i left out my schemin' ways
Acknowledgment of leaving behind harmful behaviors.
Stupid plans and all my shit
Mention of abandoning flawed plans and actions.
Memories i'd rather forget
Unwanted memories that are unpleasant to recollect.
A little sexual deviance
Admitting to past unconventional behaviors.
The things i did when i was drunk
Regret over actions while under the influence of alcohol.
All the guilt of what i've done
Feeling of remorse for past deeds.
I got rid of every single one
Complete removal of guilt associated with past actions.
Cus i only want you
Sole focus on the addressed person in the heart.
In my gold black heart
Reaffirmation of the person's significance in the heart.
In my gold black heart
Continued emphasis on the person's presence in the heart.
In my gold black
Continuation of the metaphorical heart reference.
It's you, it's you, it's always you
Consistent focus on the singular importance of the person.
In my gold black heart
Reiteration of the person's significance in the heart.
In my gold black heart
Repetition emphasizing the centrality of the person.
In my gold black heart
Repetition emphasizing the presence in the heart.
In my gold black
Continued significance of the person in the heart.
It's only you, it's always you
Sole dedication to the addressed person.
In my gold black heart
Reaffirmation of the person's perpetual presence in the heart.
In my gold black
Repetition emphasizing the internalized significance of the person.
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