Lyrics
You don’t care for me at all
You are indifferent to me.
Passion shows in how we fall apart
Our passion is evident in our disintegration.
The tears sit upon your face again
Tears are visible on your face once again.
But I’m talking mirror cause you left with him
Referring to a metaphorical mirror, expressing the pain of being abandoned for someone else.
How’d we get here now I’m lost within
Feeling lost in the current situation.
Baby can we take this from the start
Asking for a fresh start in the relationship.
I’m begging you don’t close out your heart
Pleading not to shut out emotions.
To me you belong next me this is a mess I’ll clean we could never lose love cause baby you’re my ecstasy
Expressing belonging and a commitment to resolve issues.
It’s like I’ve hitchhiked my whole life from cold strife
Life has been challenging, filled with hardship.
And known lies but those eyes still showed ice that froze me in my tracks even Alaska shook twice
Encountering deceitful eyes that had a freezing effect.
Pain dont begin to describe it
The pain is beyond words.
Still you brought it in uninvited
Blaming the partner for introducing pain.
I even played pretend we’d get by it
Pretending that things would improve.
Must be my fault cause I’m the only one trying
Feeling responsible for the relationship's struggles.
The sick part is you are the reason
The partner is the cause of the pain.
You chose him as I chose the grieving
Mentioning the partner's choice and personal grief.
Now my pen exposes the scheming
Revealing hidden schemes through writing.
That I hid in my brain I’m bleedin
Internal turmoil and emotional bleeding.
Of course this from the heart I gotta settle the reason within the darkest of my thoughts I never seen you a demon
Exploring dark thoughts but denying a demonic image of the partner.
Maybe that’s blind love,
Considering love may blind perception.
But how the fuck does that justify you cheating?
Questioning the justification for infidelity.
Why do I still want you back? There’s a knife in mine but I’ll still pardon the facts
Despite the pain, still desiring reconciliation.
Call me crazy for you I know were maniacs
Acknowledging the intensity of their feelings, possibly acknowledging irrational behavior.
Inception in tracks im pleading to the void baby just ask
Seeking answers from the void or the partner.
Lets bend the truth and make the rules
Proposing to distort the truth and create their own rules.
We’ll make it through I hate lose
Expressing a strong aversion to losing.
I’ll throw the game and give my name to you
Willing to sacrifice for the partner.
Instead I’m screaming at the world
Frustration and confusion about the current state of affairs.
What the fuck have we come to
Acknowledging the deteriorated state of the relationship.
Guilt on my conscious feel unresponsive/ deal in the cautious reveal all the nonsense/ chose to kill what was built on the longest/ unveil what right or wrong is/ she said y’all called it a timeout/ I find out what she was lying about/ the time how doesn’t change all lying ‘round/ cuz she’s mine now I know it’s fucken with your mind now/ the death blow ‘suming your the best stroke/ nothing special even less though you chest froze/ from a threat so dead cold the best hold won’t let go of your neck slow/ tryna play the victim leaving her those nights sitting/ drowning in emotions ankle weights with no chance of swimming/ pretending then bringing her the taste of other bitches kisses and other niggaz Mrs/ fuck yes I’ve done some of the dirt too/ I hurt you as boys my thoughts occur to/ and circle ‘round a decision that was hurtful/ karma’s inertial moves different from a bird’s view/ shit ain’t what it seems to be when in between the right or wrong distinguishing/ certain things from your dreams faded reflections in the mirror when you sing/
Reflecting on past mistakes, acknowledging hurtful actions, and recognizing the complexity of right and wrong.
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