Lyrics
I’m leavin out the back door
Leaving discreetly or without drawing attention
Mommy said that I can’t stay here
Received instruction to leave this place
I’m do or die riding people popping out my nightmare
Feeling intense pressure, surrounded by troubling individuals
Blow away what’s between my ears
Trying to forget or erase thoughts/memories
Too dehydrated to shed a tear
Too emotionally drained to cry
Must I remind you of your greatest fears
Questioning if reminding someone of their fears is necessary
Same heart same lung same bum
Emphasizing similarity in basic bodily functions with others
I’m walkin around my hometown
Wandering around the place where one grew up
With that same shirt that she found
Wearing an item connected to a memory of a person
Fuck what you looking at, I know I’m gone
Disregarding others' opinions, aware of departure
Fuck what you talking about, I know I’m wrong
Acknowledging personal fault despite others' views
My brain is pierced
Feeling mentally pierced or affected
My Face is fading
Physical appearance losing distinctness
The night is melting
Nighttime dissipating or fading away
My eyes are balling
Crying heavily or uncontrollably
Brain is pierced
Reiteration of feeling mentally pierced
Love is Fading
Love diminishing or fading away
The night is melting
Repetition of the night dissolving
My eyes are balling
Continued intense crying or emotional breakdown
Get it over with
Repeated plea or desire to end something quickly
Get it over with
-Get it over with
-Get it over quick
-Is it ok if i get mad now
Seeking permission to express anger
Nothing behind me but the past now
Nothing but past events behind
You like your people when they back down
Preference for people who yield or submit
Open the window just a crack down
Slightly opening an opportunity or chance
Hell exists, this is it, it ain’t fun
Expressing the current unpleasantness as a version of hell
I admit she’s a bitch but it’s fun
Admitting difficulty yet finding amusement in a situation
Take a sip take a hit is this love?
Questioning if substance use equates to love
Who you with? it’s just me myself and us
Being alone with one's thoughts and self
She likes the finer things,
Describing someone's preference for luxury
Blood on her diamond ring
Symbolic reference to luxury tainted by bloodshed
Get it over with
Repeated urgency to conclude or end something swiftly
Get it over with
-Get it over with
-Get it over quick
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