I'll Be in Malibu
Love's Epiphany: Blaze Olsen's Malibu Reflections
Lyrics
No good at this love
No proficiency in handling love.
No good from these drugs
No benefit derived from drugs.
I had an Epiphany turned it tongue
Experienced an epiphany and expressed it verbally.
I'm feeling the love
Currently feeling love.
No I won't succumb
Not willing to give in or surrender.
To chasing these women who give me a shrug
Not pursuing women who show disinterest.
No she ain't the one
The mentioned woman is not the right one.
And I ain't that dumb
Asserting intelligence, not naive.
To be begging just for a pick of your plum
Not willing to beg for attention.
See ain't no chum
No close friend or companion.
And you ain't no nun
The person addressed is not a nun or overly reserved.
So you could come over and we could just - yuh
Inviting the woman to come over and spend time together.
I'll be chilling yuh
Expressing a relaxed and carefree attitude.
If you want me chilling yuh
Willing to chill if the woman desires.
Ain't got time for none of these women nah
Not interested in women who cannot recognize ambition.
If they can't see that I got vision yuh
Claims to have a clear vision of life and goals.
See I had envisioned us
Had envisioned a future together.
I had envisioned us
Reiterating the earlier vision.
But u killing us
Asserting that the woman's actions are harming the envisioned future.
So I will fly away
Expressing a desire to escape, possibly from the relationship.
no pixy dust
Dismissing the idea of magic solutions.
Am I not real enough
Questioning if the person is genuine or authentic.
Could be deeper stuff
Suggesting a potential for a deeper connection.
Are you afraid of love
Asking if there is a fear of love.
Or you afraid to lust
Questioning if there is a fear of lust.
Could've been deep in love
Could have been deeply in love, but not passing judgment.
But I'm not the judge
Not assuming the role of a judge in the situation.
If u not feeling us
Accepting if the other person is not reciprocating feelings.
Then that's fair enough
Acknowledging the possibility of a mutual parting.
I'll just get up on my way
Expressing readiness to move on.
Girl I'm not afraid to leave
Stating the lack of fear in leaving the relationship.
If u wanted another way
Suggesting that the person should have communicated their desires for a different outcome.
Then you should've spoke your peace
Encouraging open communication for a better understanding.
I got so much on my brain
Feeling mentally burdened and needing space.
And it's time to free up space
Expressing a need to clear mental space for oneself.
I'm been chilling riding waves
Enjoying a carefree and relaxed state while facing life's challenges.
You could've been riding me
Suggesting a missed opportunity for a deeper connection.
Girl I'm not afraid say
Reiterating the lack of fear in expressing one's feelings.
I thought we were soulmates
Expressing disappointment that the relationship didn't fulfill expectations.
I'll be chilling yuh
Repeating the theme of a relaxed and carefree attitude.
If you want me chilling yuh
Reiterating the willingness to chill if the woman desires.
Ain't got time for none of these women nah
Not interested in women who cannot recognize ambition.
If they can't see that I got vision yuh
Claims to have a clear vision of life and goals.
See I had envisioned us
Repeating the idea of envisioning a future together.
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