Lyrics
I don’t think about you anymore
I have stopped thinking about you.
I don’t ever say your name
I refrain from mentioning your name.
In my mind I thought I’d shut the door
I believed I had closed the emotional door related to you in my mind.
Then tonight something changed
However, something changed tonight.
Just one trigger
A single triggering event.
I was right there with ya
I found myself back in that moment with you.
Just one picture
A single photograph.
I went right back to it
I revisited the memories associated with it.
Cold as silver
Emotionally distant, like silver.
When I get to thinking
When I contemplate and reflect.
The way it was
Remembering how things used to be.
Mm
Expression of contemplation or realization.
I adored you like a deity
I admired you intensely, almost like a god.
I swore you meant the best for me
I believed you had my best interests at heart.
All the promises I tried to keep
Struggling to keep the promises I made.
Bled me dry
Drained me emotionally.
Cuz I
Because I
Let you possess me
Allowed you to control me.
Like it was a blessing
As if it were a positive influence.
It was a blessing
Emphasizing that it was considered a blessing.
I followed you down all your twisted roads
I followed you through all your complicated paths.
Never gave it any thought
Without questioning or considering the consequences.
I pledged my loyalty just like an oath
I committed to you with unwavering loyalty, like a solemn promise.
And carried your demons like a cross
Bearing the burdens and challenges associated with you.
Just one trigger
Once again, a single triggering event.
And I was right there with ya
And I found myself back in that moment with you.
Just one picture
Another single photograph.
Mm
Expression of contemplation or realization.
I adored you like a deity
I admired you intensely, almost like a god.
I swore you meant the best for me
I believed you had my best interests at heart.
All the promises I tried to keep
Struggling to keep the promises I made.
Bled me dry
Drained me emotionally.
Cuz I
Because I
Let you possess me
Allowed you to control me.
Like it was a blessing
As if it were a positive influence.
It was a blessing
Emphasizing that it was considered a blessing.
Like it was a blessing
Reiteration that it was seen as a blessing.
It was a blessing
-Like it was a blessing
-In the end, I know, I know it was
Reflecting that, ultimately, I acknowledge it as such.
In the end, I know, I know it was
Reiteration of the acknowledgment that it was a blessing.
It was a blessing
Affirmation that it was, indeed, a blessing.
It was a blessing
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