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You wanted me to say
You were expecting me to articulate
What I was looking for
The things I was searching for or seeking
These days are all the same
Every day feels monotonous or identical
Are you OK?
Are you doing alright?
Kill myself a thousand times
Metaphorically expressing extreme emotional turmoil or distress
Dreaming of a different life
Imagining a different or alternative existence/lifestyle
We began the day we prayed we'd
Started a journey on a day when hope for freedom was expressed through prayer
Wake up and be free again
Hoping to wake up and regain a sense of liberation
All the days I dreamt of you
All the times I envisioned being with you in my dreams
And now I'm standing here today
Presently finding myself in this moment
You pretend that you don't care
You act as though you're indifferent or unconcerned
And I repeat the question
Continuously asking the same question
If it would be you the one
If it were you, the person I anticipated would arrive
That I'd hope would come around
Someone I hoped would appear
I wondered about your name
Contemplating about your identity or name
But was too scared to ask you
Felt too afraid to inquire
Flick my eyes, avert your gaze
Shifting my gaze away as you browse through records
As you flip through the vinyl
Observing your actions while considering your identity
I wondered about your name
Wondering about your name, yet hesitating to ask
But was too scared to ask, I was
Expressing fear that hindered asking about your identity
Too scared to ask
Reiterating the fear of inquiring about your name
I was too scared to ask
Continued expression of fear preventing action
Too scared to do anything
Generalized fear that paralyzes any action
Too scared to ask
Reiteration of fear obstructing inquiry
I was too scared to ask
Continued fear preventing any action
Too scared to do anything
Emphasizing fear as a barrier to action
Too scared to ask
Repetitive expression of fear hindering inquiry or action
I was too scared to ask
Continued inability due to fear
Too scared to do anything
Consistent expression of fear preventing action
Too scared to ask
Continued repetition of fear as an obstacle
I was too scared to ask
Reiterating the fear obstructing any action
Too scared to do anything
Continuing to emphasize fear as a barrier
You wanted me to say
Requesting again for me to express
What I was looking for
The things I was seeking or looking for
These days are all the same
Continuing theme of repetitive days
Are you ok?
Checking on your well-being again
I'm wondering dear
Expressing curiosity and desire for your presence
I want you near
Expressing a longing for proximity or closeness
These days they're closing in on me
Feeling overwhelmed or suffocated by these current times
And if I was the one
If I were in your position
Could you show me something, dear
Could you guide or show me something to escape this situation?
To get me out of this place?
Seeking guidance or help to leave this place or state
All the days I dreamt of you
All the times I imagined being with you in my dreams
And now I'm standing here today
Reflecting on finding myself in the present moment
And you pretend that you don't care
You act as though you're unconcerned or disinterested
I repeat the question
Repeatedly asking the same question
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