Lyrics
This is definitely not what I thought it would be
This situation is not as expected or anticipated.
You don't owe me a thing and I don't wanna breathe
You have no obligations to me, and I don't want to continue living.
Honestly, you're everything I wanted to be
You embody the qualities I aspired to possess.
'Til I saw the truth and now it follows me
My perception changed upon discovering the truth, and it haunts me now.
Thought maybe, just a little more time with you
I thought spending more time with you would alter my emotions.
Would change how I feel, the situation that we're in
Expected changes in feelings due to the current circumstances.
You were the sorry attempt, just a minor offense
You were a failed attempt, a minor wrongdoing.
Don't call on me, don't fall for me
Don't seek help or support from me.
I won't let you (Ooh, girl)
I won't allow you to get close emotionally.
Don't call on me, don't fall for me
Repeat: Don't seek help or support from me.
I won't let you (Ooh, girl)
Repeat: I won't allow you to get close emotionally.
I got a feeling I'm goin' back where they call my name
Anticipation of returning to a place where one is acknowledged.
No, don't sweat it, baby, forget it, I will regret it anyway
Don't worry about it; I'll regret it regardless.
I wouldn't lie to you, even though I make you lie to me
I speak the truth, even if I force you to lie to me.
Sick and you're tired of me, I know this ain't what you wanna be
You're weary of me, and this isn't the life you desire.
Don't wait on me, don't change for me
Don't wait for me or change for my sake.
I won't let you (Ooh, girl)
I won't allow you to become emotionally invested in me.
Don't wait on me, don't change for me
Repeat: Don't wait for me or change for my sake.
I won't let you (Ooh, girl)
Repeat: I won't allow you to become emotionally invested in me.
Get a hold of yourself
Reasserting control and composure.
I don't need you, shame that I ever did
I don't need you now, and it's regrettable that I ever did.
It's been a month since I felt anything at all
A significant period has passed since I felt any emotion.
Waiting for the hammer to fall
Awaiting an inevitable crisis or downfall.
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