Focus

Navigating Obsession and Disillusionment: Bonka's 'Focus' Meaning
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Lyrics

I get obsessive when I find someone I like

I become fixated when I discover someone I am interested in

oh I need to have em yeah it's a problem oh yeah

Expressing a need to possess the person, acknowledging it as a problem

cause I'm too shy here got tongue I tend to bite

Feeling too shy and tongue-tied in the person's presence

So I just imagine, it's a dumb distraction oh yeah

Using imagination as a distraction from the shyness


Go couple months of pining over

Describing a period of pining, building expectations, and the eventual realization of a relationship

Hoping I can get a little closer

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Build it up, in my head, take my time trying to get in

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When I do it and the wait is over

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Eyes were drunk now my mind is sober

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You coming into focus oh na na na

Expressing a realization that the person is not what was expected, preferring the idealized version

But you're not what I want

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I prefer what I made up

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You coming into focus oh na na na

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Now you're chasing with ya love

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I can't deal its way too much

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It's all too much

Feeling overwhelmed by the situation

It's all too much oh oh

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It's all too much oh oh

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You're so possessive boy that's never been my type

Describing discomfort with possessiveness and reluctance to be controlled

I'm not with the mindset that I'm here to be your puppet oh yeah

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It's such a shame you didn't live up to that hype

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But what I say I'm not down to be played

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Oo did couple months of pining over

Repeating the process of pining, building expectations, and the realization of a relationship

Hoping I could get a little closer

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Built it up, in my head, took my time trying to get in

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When I did it and the wait was over

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Eyes were drunk now my mind is sober

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You coming into focus oh na na na

Reiterating disappointment in the real person compared to the imagined one

But you're not what I want

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I prefer what I made up

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You coming into focus oh na na na

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Now you're chasing with ya love

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I can't deal its way too much

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It's all too much

Continuing to express being overwhelmed by the situation

It's all too much oh oh

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It's all too much oh oh

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It's all too much

Repeating the feeling of being overwhelmed

It's all too much

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Yeah now you're coming into focus oh na na na

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It's all too much oh oh

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You coming into focus oh na na na

Final repetition of the disappointment and the overwhelming emotions

But you're not what I want

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I prefer what I made up

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You coming into focus oh na na na

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Now you're chasing with ya love

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I can't deal its way too much

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You coming into focus

Reiterating the realization of the person coming into focus, possibly with a sense of resignation or acceptance

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