Disappoint You
Navigating the Abyss: Bony Macaroni's Poignant Reflection on Impermanence
Lyrics
Disappoint you
Expressing a fear or concern about causing disappointment.
I don't wanna disappoint you
Reiterating a desire not to let someone down.
And, it's not a question of if', fuck no, it's question of when'
Highlighting that the concern is not if disappointment will happen, but when it will happen.
And, if the past 7 years weren't a total disaster, I don't know what you want
Reflecting on the past seven years as potentially disastrous and unclear expectations.
I don't know what you're after
Expressing uncertainty about the other person's desires or goals.
Was there ever a plan?
Pondering whether there was ever a plan in the relationship or situation.
Was there ever a reason?
Questioning the existence of a rational reason for actions or decisions.
You said "Strangle you. You make me wanna strangle you
Quoting a statement expressing frustration or anger, suggesting a desire to harm emotionally.
And, it's not a question of if', I think, it's question of when'
Repeating the idea that disappointment is not a matter of if but when.
And, if I'm just a cringeworthy, sad bag of mistakes, will I you empty me out?
Acknowledging personal flaws and questioning if those flaws will lead to rejection.
Do i have what it takes?
Questioning one's own capabilities and worth.
What's gonna be left?
Wondering about the aftermath of mistakes and their impact on the person.
Are we nearing completion?
Asking whether the situation is approaching an end or resolution.
I know I can be replaced
Acknowledging a sense of replaceability.
And so, it's not hard to learn to love the bomb these days, cause it's going off anyways
Expressing resignation or acceptance of difficult situations as they unfold.
There are things I would rather do than sit here in a car with you
Stating a preference for activities other than being with the other person in a stressful environment.
Where a mild inconvenience set you off in major fucking way
Describing a heightened negative reaction to a minor inconvenience.
"And so I'm letting it out and you're keeping it in
Quoting a dynamic of expressing emotions versus suppressing them.
And, it feels like everything is turning to shit again
Expressing frustration and a sense of things falling apart again.
There is nothing left
Stating a feeling of emptiness or loss.
We are nearing completion"
Suggesting a nearing end or completion of a situation or relationship.
I know I can be replaced
Reiterating a sense of replaceability.
And so, it's not hard to learn to love the bomb these days
Repeating the idea of accepting difficult circumstances and uncertainties.
And it's going off, going off
Emphasizing that despite efforts to accept, there is still an explosive situation.
I know I can be replaced
Repeating the theme of replaceability.
And so, it's not hard to learn to love the bomb these days
Reiterating the idea of learning to accept challenging situations.
But, it's going off anyways
Acknowledging that despite efforts to accept, the situation is deteriorating.
I know I can be replaced
Reiterating a sense of replaceability.
And so, it's not hard to learn to love the bomb these days
Repeating the idea of learning to accept challenging situations.
And, I think it's gonna blow us the fuck up
Suggesting an impending and destructive outcome.
I know I can be replaced
Reiterating a sense of replaceability.
And so, it's not hard to learn to love the bomb these days
Repeating the idea of learning to accept challenging situations.
But, it's going off anyways
Emphasizing that despite efforts to accept, the situation is deteriorating.
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