One Without the Other
Navigating Bonds: Embracing Change Amidst Insecurity
Lyrics
I'm constantly moving on involuntarily from what I used to be
I am constantly moving on involuntarily from my past self.
And how I'm meant to be
Questioning how I am supposed to be.
Can I carry on? Life seems to keep scaring me
Uncertainty about continuing life due to persistent challenges.
Without my brother I'm so lost and faced with insecurity
Feeling lost and insecure without my brother.
Capsized and violent, holding troubles against my brothers
Feeling overwhelmed and holding grievances against my brothers.
As if we've never been one with without the other
Suggesting a separation between individuals who were once inseparable.
Through the worst or best, kept this card close to my chest
Keeping personal struggles hidden during both good and bad times.
But when the tables turn I feel like you want me to burn
Sensing a desire for personal failure when circumstances change.
I try to reach out, hold your presence
Attempting to connect and retain the presence of someone important.
These captured memories I won't forget
Unforgettable memories held onto despite challenges.
Capsized and violent, holding troubles against my brothers
Continuing feelings of being overwhelmed and holding onto grievances.
As if we've never been one with without the other
Highlighting the separation between once-united individuals.
Through the worst or best, kept this card close to my chest
Keeping personal struggles hidden during both good and bad times (repeated).
But when the tables turn I feel like you want me to burn
Sensing a desire for personal failure when circumstances change (repeated).
With any passion of fun or dance
Expressing difficulty in pleasing someone, even in moments of joy.
Just a pun, just a joke or a fake
Downplaying fun, jokes, or fakeness in personal interactions.
Personally, it's not easy to please you
Personal struggles in trying to please someone.
It makes me grind on my teeth
Frustration leading to teeth-grinding.
And when I have a blank canvas
Facing a situation with limited choices and emotional difficulty.
Vacuumed from the choices
Having to withhold emotions and remain silent.
I must break my heart and say nothing
Choosing to keep silent even when it hurts.
These tiny fragments in my head are telling me
Internal conflict guided by fragments in the mind.
It's not safe to question you
Feeling it's unsafe to question someone.
So I'll pretend this is the truth
Choosing to pretend rather than confront uncomfortable truths.
I'm constantly moving on involuntarily from what I used to be
Reiteration of involuntarily moving on from the past self.
Can I carry on?
Repeating the question about the possibility of carrying on.
Escape and reshape
Expressing a need to escape and reshape one's life.
A plan or a play to invade space
A plan or strategy to invade personal space or circumstances.
I couldn't reach
Feeling unable to reach a goal or desired state.
As the ravens give meaning
Using ravens as a metaphor for giving meaning to distrust.
I bleed this distrust to you
Bleeding distrust towards someone.
I try to reach out, hold your presence
Attempting to connect and retain the presence of someone important (repeated).
These captured memories I won't forget
Unforgettable memories held onto despite challenges (repeated).
Capsized and violent holding, troubles against my brothers
Continuing feelings of being overwhelmed and holding onto grievances (repeated).
As if we've never been one with without the other
Highlighting the separation between once-united individuals (repeated).
Through the worst or best, kept this card close to my chest
Keeping personal struggles hidden during both good and bad times (repeated).
But when the tables turn I feel like you want me to burn
Sensing a desire for personal failure when circumstances change (repeated).
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