I'M GONE
Toxic Love's Scars: Journey of Moving On
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I don't wanna be your adversary
I prefer not to be your opponent
But your mood like the weather, Stormy like Halle Berry
Your mood is unpredictable, turbulent like Halle Berry's stormy weather
Remember when you tried to pressure me into getting married?
Recalling when you pressured me into marriage prematurely
We ain't even date for that long, girl that's kinda scary
We didn't date for long, and it's unsettling that you suggested marriage
But even though you had your moments, I still loved you, I might still you love you (Damn)
Despite your flaws, I still love you or might still love you
But I gotta keep my distance, cause you really buggin' over every single little thing
I need to keep my distance because you're overly bothered by trivial things
Got me thinking bout how we never been on the same page
Reflecting on how we never understood each other
Tryna act like you the only victim here, you know that that's wrong
You're trying to play the victim, but we're both responsible
Its both of us together that got us to where we are
Both of us contributed to our current situation
So mad, I can't keep calm
Angry and unable to stay calm
Can't sleep without you in my bed, my schedule fucked up
Sleeping is difficult without you, and my schedule is messed up
I'm chugging down tequila so I really get
Drinking heavily to numb the pain
Fucked up, enough, to forget how much it hurt me when you left
Intoxicated to forget the hurt caused by your departure
Sometimes I wish that you and me had never even met
Sometimes wishing we had never met
I know we did a lot of things that both of us regret
Regretting the things we did
We both gave it our best, but it ain't work in the end
We both tried our best, but it didn't work out
And now I'm tryna pick up all the pieces of my heart
Trying to mend the pieces of a broken heart
This toxic type of love is always known to leave a scar
Our toxic love leaves scars
I should have known that this would never work out from the start
I should have known it wouldn't work from the beginning
You went too far girl, so now I'm gone
You crossed the line, and now I'm gone
Now I'm gone, gone, gone
Now I've departed, completely gone
Cutting like a knife, your words slice 'n' dice me nicely
Your words cut deeply like a knife
The way you treat me got me wondering if you even like me
I question if you even like me based on your treatment
Cause lately it only seems like you wanna come and fight me
Lately, it seems like you're always ready to argue
You do shit just to spite me, we arguing almost nightly over
You intentionally do things to provoke arguments, and we fight almost every night
Bullshit in my past that's irrelevant to the present
Arguments about irrelevant past issues
Accusing me of shit I didn't do cause you were jealous
Unfounded accusations fueled by jealousy
So insecure, you made me cut off all my best friends
Your insecurities led me to cut off my best friends
While you act like Xavier, how you keep round all your ex-men
You act possessive, similar to Xavier and his ex-men
You really thought I wouldn't wise up?
You thought I wouldn't catch on to your deceit?
To way you went behind my back just like some nunchucks? You got me fucked up
Discovering your betrayal, feeling deceived
You messing with my mental, babygirl it's just too much
You're affecting my mental well-being, it's too much to handle
Still chugging down tequila so I really get
Continuing to drown my sorrows in tequila
Fucked up, enough, to forget how much it hurt me when you left
Intoxicated to forget the pain of your departure
Sometimes I wish that you and me had never even met
Sometimes wishing we had never met
I know we did a lot of things that both of us regret
Regretting the things we did
We both gave it our best, but it ain't work in the end
We both tried our best, but it didn't work out
And now I'm tryna pick up all the pieces of my heart
Trying to mend the pieces of a broken heart
This toxic type of love is always known to leave a scar
Our toxic love leaves scars
I should have known that this would never work out from the start
I should have known it wouldn't work from the beginning
You went too far girl, so now I'm gone
You crossed the line, and now I'm gone
So now I'm gone, gone, gone
Now I've departed, completely gone
I'm gone
I have left
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