Lyrics
Staring at the ceiling wondering why
Contemplating while looking upward, pondering the reason
I know it’s been too long
Realizing it’s been an extended period
So can we get along baby say why can’t I
Expressing a desire for harmony, questioning the inability
Seem to, see you in a different light
Struggling to perceive you differently
I know we made those plans
Acknowledging prior arrangements but wishing for a fresh start
But to be honest babe I wanna start again
Wanting a new beginning truthfully
I don’t wanna see you lonely
Not wanting you to experience loneliness
I don’t wanna waste another moment
Desiring not to waste any more time
I wish my words could be enough enough
Wishing words alone could suffice
Ooo I can feel you slipping
Sensing your gradual detachment
Underneath the covers wishin
Longing beneath the covers
I know we made those plans
Remembering past plans but aiming for a fresh start
And honestly I wanna start again
Honestly desiring a new beginning
I don’t see you
Unable to visualize you
When I close my eyes at night
When shutting my eyes for the night
Had a spark that left inside
Feeling a lost connection despite past good times
Even though we had good time baby
Reflecting on enjoyable moments
What can I do
Uncertain about the next step
Wanna go and move on tonight
Wanting to progress without conflict
Don’t have to be a fight
Seeking a smooth transition forward
Just say your first goodbye
Requesting a final farewell
I swear this is the last time
Promising this is the ultimate instance
I see you
Observing you one last time
Crawl across the bed callin my name
Recalling your approach, calling out to me
I swear I could forget it
Swearing a potential ability to erase it
The way you throw it back on me
Referencing your actions directed at me
Oh girl you bout to make weak all over again
Feeling vulnerable again due to your actions
Don’t want another one night promise
Rejecting temporary assurances, wanting sincerity
Can’t do another lie to you
Unwilling to deceive you anymore
What do I say to be honest?
Questioning how to express honesty
Cuz I never really said nothin to you
Admitting to a lack of communication previously
Oh you
Addressing you directly
Try to be my number one
Attempting to secure a primary place
It’s true
Validating the existence of someone else
There always was another
Recognizing limitations in fulfilling desires
Can’t always have we want
Highlighting the need to separate
Unless we break-up
Expressing the decision to depart
Baby I’m gone
Acknowledging the departure
I don’t see you
Reiterating the inability to envision you
When I close my eyes at night
When attempting to sleep
Had a spark that left inside
Feeling a missing spark despite past happiness
Even though we had good time baby
Recalling enjoyable moments shared
What can I do
Uncertain about the next course of action
Wanna go and move on tonight
Desiring progression without conflict tonight
Don’t have to be a fight
Seeking a smooth departure without confrontation
Just say your first goodbye
Requesting the initiation of farewells
Say your first goodbye
Asking for the first farewell to be said
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