SEX WE HAD
Unraveling Passion: Navigating Love's Evolution
Lyrics
I built a castle in my mind and
I created an idealized mental space or relationship.
We already moved in
We've committed to this imagined space.
It's funny how it's all changing
Change is occurring, and it's ironic.
You can go from royalty to nothing in the blink of an eye
Rapid shifts from a privileged state to nothing are possible.
And now I'm sitting in my room just feeling sorry
Feeling regretful and introspective in my room.
I feel like you're the one who never seems to want me
You seem disinterested or uncommitted.
I wish that you always chased me with that same old passion that you did that night
Yearning for past passion and pursuit.
But looking back you had one or two drinks
Reflecting on a past night with some alcohol involved.
So damn it what the hell was I thinking
Expressing frustration and confusion about past actions.
About as deep as a bathroom sink
Comparing thoughts to something shallow and insignificant.
I just wished that a half of you'd mean it
Wishing for sincerity from you.
Girl you can't go pretending with someone who really wants you like that, oh like that
Warning against pretending with someone genuinely interested.
Cause I'm searching for meaning while you decorate your bedpost one scratch, I'm one Scratch on it
Seeking meaning while you pursue physical connections.
Darling all I wanted was you, but you just wanted to be on your back
Expressing desire for a deeper connection.
If I got to pick, then I'd choose to undo all the sex we had
Regretting past intimate encounters.
Now that all the butterflies have come and they've gone
The initial excitement has faded.
Oh I feel like I can separate the words from the font
Feeling detached and realizing words lack significance.
And they don't mean much
Words hold little value now.
There's nothing sacred left to be found here
Nothing sacred remains in this relationship.
I feel like I'm a lonely pro that's trying to outweigh the cons
Feeling alone in weighing pros and cons.
And I think if I'm a problem, then you must be the cause
Attributing problems to the partner.
Oh when we lost touch
Loss of connection led to the collapse of illusions.
The whole illusion crumbled around here
The illusion shattered around us.
And now I'm thinking like I
Contemplating inability to enjoy the present.
I can't savour the moment anymore
Avoiding savoring moments due to negativity.
You got me so damn pessimistic
Feeling pessimistic because of the partner.
And I
Expressing a sense of loss and nostalgia.
I miss having something to wish for
Missing the anticipation of having goals or wishes.
It's like I been wishing for more wishes
Using metaphor: wishing for more opportunities or chances.
Girl you can't go pretending with someone who really wants you like that, oh like that
Reiterating the warning about pretending in a relationship.
Cause I'm searching for meaning while you decorate your bedpost one scratch, I'm one Scratch on it
Continuing the search for meaning amidst physical pursuits.
Darling all I wanted was you, but you just wanted to be on your back
Reiterating the desire for a deeper connection.
If I got to pick, then I'd choose to undo all this
Expressing the desire to undo past intimate encounters.
Girl you can't go pretending with someone who really wants you like that, oh like that
Repeating the caution against pretending in a relationship.
Cause I'm searching for meaning while you decorate your bedpost one scratch, I'm one Scratch on it
Continuing the search for meaning amidst physical pursuits.
Darling all I wanted was you, but you just wanted to be on your back
Reiterating the desire for a deeper connection.
If I got to pick, then I'd choose to undo all the sex we had
Expressing the desire to undo past intimate encounters.
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