Lyrics
Things that you said are in my head
Recalling statements made by the other person
But now they're always on repeat
Those statements keep replaying in the mind
And right when you left i called my friends and asked if i could stay the week
Asked friends to stay over after your departure
And i know you're never talking to me when you're talking in your sleep
Sensing the lack of communication even during sleep
Wake up with nothing real to say to me
Feeling a lack of genuine conversation upon waking up
And to think i wasn't your everything
Realization of not being the center of the partner's world
And lying on my chest do you feel anything
Questioning if the partner feels any emotional connection
Running outta wasted time
Sense of time slipping away without purpose
Tell me you're not tired of trying
Seeking assurance about not giving up on the relationship
You wanna put it all to sleep
Desire to end the struggles and conflicts
I don't wanna believe we're dying
Refusal to accept the relationship's decline
And to think i wasn't
Reiteration of not being the entire focus
Your everything
Repeating doubt about being the partner's everything
And lying on my chest do you feel anything
Doubtful of emotional connection during intimacy
You can blame it all on me
Accepting responsibility but unable to forget
But i can't leave it all behind
Struggle to move on from the past
You wanna put it all to sleep
Desire to end emotional pain and confusion
I don't wanna believe we're dying
Unwillingness to accept the relationship's demise
I might just lose my mind if you don't stay off it
Fear of losing mental stability without the partner
Seems i already forgot who i am
Forgetfulness about personal identity due to the relationship
I don't pray enough thank god that i made it out
Recognition of not being grateful enough for survival
Still holding on to memories i don't want to
Holding onto memories despite the desire to let go
What'd you have to do that for i don't care if it wasn't often
Questioning actions done despite their infrequency
Though i know the answer wouldn't mean anything now
Realization that answers are irrelevant now
All i wanted gone when you fade out
Desire for all associated pain to vanish
I can't do this right now
Inability to handle the situation presently
And to think i wasn't your everything
Reiteration of doubts about significance in the partner's life
And lying on my chest do you feel anything
Questioning emotional connection during closeness
Running outta wasted time
Feeling time slipping away without resolution
Tell me you're not tired of trying
Seeking reassurance about not giving up on the relationship
You wanna put it all to sleep
Desire to end emotional turmoil
I don't wanna believe we're dying
Refusal to accept the relationship's decline
And to think i wasn't
Reiterating doubt about being the partner's everything
Your everything
Doubtful of emotional connection during intimacy
And lying on my chest do you feel anything
Accepting responsibility but unable to forget
You can blame it all on me
Struggle to move on from the past
But i can't leave it all behind
Desire to end emotional pain and confusion
You wanna put it all to sleep
Unwillingness to accept the relationship's demise
I don't want you to leave but if you go
Reluctance for the partner to leave, yet acknowledging the possibility
Then run away
Encouraging departure if they feel inclined to
Gone like a ghost haunting me leave me alone
Wishing for the partner to disappear from their life
Dig me up and drag me down
Feeling emotionally drained and burdened by the past
Ohh go and run away
Encouraging the partner to leave, feeling undesirable
I'm somewhere you don't wanna be
Understanding that they're not a desirable presence anymore
I'll bend if you don't
Willing to adapt if the partner remains
Break it off and let me down
Prepared for disappointment if the partner chooses to end things
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