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And it's happening again
The situation is recurring.
I try to have a laugh but I get stressed
Despite attempting to find humor, stress overcomes.
You make it all about you I can't have this
You tend to make everything revolve around yourself, which is unacceptable to me.
It's hard to make you happy I feel average
Making you happy is challenging, and it makes me feel ordinary.
Worked up all these feelings then I lost them
I built up emotions, but then they disappeared.
Crumpled up emotions then you tossed them
My feelings were disregarded or discarded by you.
Wonder why you're doing this so often
Questioning the reason behind your frequent actions.
I need to get away from this exhaustion
I need to distance myself from this constant drain.
I been burning up inside this a living hell
I've been suffering internally, feeling like I'm in a terrible existence.
There ain't nowhere for me to hide all the shit I felt
I have nowhere to conceal the intense emotions and experiences I've been through.
If we ever split aside then I wish you well
If we separate, I genuinely hope you find happiness.
But if we go and cut the ties then I'm finna sell
If our connection ends, I might as well move on and sell.
I don't wanna stay I don't wanna go
I'm conflicted about staying or leaving.
But I can't play this game witchu anymore
I can't continue this relationship/game with you any longer.
Cause all feel is pain baby on the low
I'm quietly experiencing a lot of pain.
I don't got much else to say less we change it all
There's little left to say unless there's a significant change.
Now I'm going up in flames but you're still so cold
While I'm feeling consumed by emotions, you remain emotionally distant.
You don't know else what to say cuz your brain went froze
You seem lost for words because you're emotionally frozen.
Diamonds all up in my chain but I still feel broke
Despite material possessions, I still feel emotionally bankrupt.
I guess it's deeper than the rings man that's all she wrote
The issue runs deeper than external appearances or possessions.
You went and turned the tides so I rode your wave
I followed your lead, but now I'm seeing your true intentions.
And now I'm reading your replies girl you know you've changed
Your responses indicate a change in you.
Plus I can see it in your eyes in your broken gaze
I can perceive your pain and shattered demeanor in your eyes.
That I just keep on wasting hours in my hopeless days
I'm continually wasting my time in a bleak state.
I know history repeats itself and I can't fix it
I recognize patterns repeating, and I feel incapable of altering them.
I'm run into the ground lately while you been distant
While I've been struggling, you've distanced yourself.
It's Hard for me to get away when you keep blitzing
It's tough for me to break away when you keep overwhelming me.
You pressured me with all this shit like I straight did this
You're pressuring me as if I'm solely responsible for everything.
And it's happening again
A repetition of the situation occurring.
I try to have a laugh but I get stressed
Trying to lighten the mood, yet stress persists.
You make it all about you I can't have this
You consistently focus on yourself, which I can't tolerate.
It's hard to make you happy I feel average
Making you content is challenging, and it makes me feel average.
Worked up all these feelings then I lost them
I had strong emotions, but they vanished.
Crumpled up emotions then you tossed them
My emotions were crumpled or dismissed by you.
Wonder why you're doing this so often
Questioning the frequency of your behavior.
I need to get away from this exhaustion
Expressing the need to distance myself from this exhaustion.
I been burning up inside this a living hell
I've been suffering internally, feeling like I'm in a terrible existence.
There ain't nowhere for me to hide all the shit I felt
I have nowhere to conceal the intense emotions and experiences I've been through.
If we ever split aside then I wish you well
If we separate, I genuinely hope you find happiness.
But if we go and cut the ties then I'm finna sell
If our connection ends, I might as well move on and sell.
I don't wanna stay I don't wanna go
I'm conflicted about staying or leaving.
But I can't play this game witchu anymore
I can't continue this relationship/game with you any longer.
Cause all feel is pain baby on the low
I'm quietly experiencing a lot of pain.
I don't got much else to say less we change it all
I have nothing more to say unless substantial changes occur.
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