Lyrics
I'm supposed to be older and wiser now
I acknowledge that I should be more mature and experienced by now.
But I keep letting myself down
I consistently disappoint myself despite my intentions.
So caught in a cycle of bad mistakes
I find myself stuck in a pattern of making poor choices.
Got a thousand habits that I can't break
I have numerous habits that I struggle to break.
I've lost all control
I've completely lost control of my life.
I don't know how to feel whole
I don't know how to regain a sense of completeness.
Cause I know you'll only ever do me wrong
I am aware that you will consistently hurt me.
And I know that I should just move on
I understand that I should move on from you.
And I almost do
Despite understanding, I almost succeed in moving on.
I know that we aren't meant to be
I recognize that we are not meant to be together.
I should just make you part of my history
I should make you a part of my past.
And I almost do
Although I understand, I almost let go.
Then I fall back to you
Yet, I end up returning to you.
I gave you the power of being a hero in my mind
I granted you the image of a hero in my thoughts.
And I've been sad and alone and confused since you left me behind
I've been experiencing sadness, loneliness, and confusion since you abandoned me.
Cause you know I'll beg you to just be friends
Despite knowing your faults, I still plead for friendship.
You let me in just to leave me again
You allowed me into your life only to leave me again.
So why do I even try
I question why I continue to make an effort.
Cause I know you'll only ever do me wrong
I am aware that you will consistently hurt me (repeated).
And I know that I should just move on
I know that I should move on (repeated).
And I almost do
Despite understanding, I almost succeed in moving on (repeated).
I know that we aren't meant to be
I recognize that we are not meant to be together (repeated).
I should just make you part of my history
I should make you a part of my past (repeated).
And I almost do
Although I understand, I almost let go (repeated).
Then I fall back to you
Yet, I end up returning to you (repeated).
Do you like that I can't escape and I'm always here but you can't say the same
Do you enjoy the fact that I'm trapped, always present, while you can't commit?
Does it make you feel good, knowing I'll always play your games
Does it give you satisfaction knowing I'll always engage in your manipulative games?
Cause I know you'll only ever do me wrong
I am aware that you will consistently hurt me (repeated).
And I know that I should just move on
I know that I should move on (repeated).
And I almost do
Despite understanding, I almost succeed in moving on (repeated).
I know that we aren't meant to be
I recognize that we are not meant to be together (repeated).
I should just make you part of my history
I should make you a part of my past (repeated).
And I almost do
Although I understand, I almost let go (repeated).
Then I fall back to you
Yet, I end up returning to you (repeated).
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