Fuckin' Up
Embracing Chaos: An Ode to Life's Imperfections
Lyrics
I have no idea what I want from you
I am uncertain about my desires or expectations from you.
You can bleed me dry Take whatever you want
You have the power to exhaust me completely; take whatever you desire.
I explore the thots that plague my day to day
I delve into the thoughts that trouble me on a daily basis.
They follow me wrapped in a cloak and holding a dagger
These thoughts persist, resembling a threat, concealed and armed with danger.
I know its fine to sit around and waste me time
I acknowledge that it's acceptable to idly spend time without purpose.
I'll ignore my phone all day
I will intentionally neglect my phone throughout the day.
Don't worry about me
Don't concern yourself about my well-being.
I'll be okay
Despite appearances, I reassure you that I will be fine.
I know I'm fucking up
I am aware that I am making mistakes.
Yeah I know I'm really fucking up
Yes, I acknowledge that I am truly messing things up.
I don't care I won't wash my hair
I don't care about my appearance, and I refuse to attend to personal grooming like washing my hair.
I'll probably die alone bleeding on the street somewhere
I may end up alone and meet a tragic end, bleeding on the street.
I've got a stack of books that I've read from front to back
I possess a collection of books that I've thoroughly read.
My past self believed they captured a humanity I lacked
In the past, I believed these books captured a humanity I lacked.
I create my own objects hoping they'll symbolize something I can't get back
I craft my own objects, hoping they'll represent something irreplaceable.
A thousand keepsakes I should probably throw in the trash
I have numerous mementos that I should probably discard.
I know its fine to sit around and waste me time
I recognize that it's acceptable to spend time idly without purpose (repeated).
I'll ignore my phone all day
I will intentionally neglect my phone throughout the day (repeated).
Don't worry about me
Don't concern yourself about my well-being (repeated).
I'll be okay
Despite appearances, I reassure you that I will be fine (repeated).
I know I'm fucking up
I am aware that I am making mistakes (repeated).
Yeah I know I'm really fucking up
Yes, I acknowledge that I am truly messing things up (repeated).
I don't care I won't wash my hair
I don't care about my appearance, and I refuse to attend to personal grooming like washing my hair (repeated).
I'll probably die alone bleeding on the street somewhere
I may end up alone and meet a tragic end, bleeding on the street (repeated).
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